Hello everyone I need your help. I'm 29 years old, tall, athletic, guys say that I'm cute (sometimes even that I'm handsome). My problem is this: I'm afraid and very shy to meet beautiful guys, so I just prefer to go to glory hole and suck on strange guys. Sometimes I go to the gay sauna, there is no glory hole, I choose an average or even ugly guy and go suck on him, because such guys will not refuse me. When such guys start caressing or kissing me, I feel uncomfortable and my dick is not worth it. I only get an erection when I suck, and the guy just sits there and does nothing. After serving 5-6 guys, I lock myself in a booth and jerk off my dick, cum and leave. This has been going on for more than a year. I don't want to meet guys on Grindr or Hornet, I stopped having anal sex too. I even watch porn only with glory hole or rewind where guys cum (cum excites me). In general, please help me. I'm worried about my behavior, because I don't want to suck dicks from ugly and unpleasant guys all my life. I would like a relationship. Thanks so much!
I think you will get what you seek. If you want to get something more than impersonal sex then you will have to seek that out. If you want a relationship then you are going to have to risk rejection. You’re not going to find a relationship at a glory hole. There are gay dating sites, start there. Engage in some conversation, meet someone for coffee. If you feel a connection take another step. Not all of the guys you interact with are going to be looking what you are. But some are. For sure though a glory hole isn’t going to lead to a relationship.
