feeling really depressed at the monment, and have being thinking ov suicide, not to alarm anyone, just thought s going through my head, just dont want this anymore, sont want these thoughts, just want my old self back, its effecting my life
Find a good mental health counselor, social worker, professional and work with them. When it gets to the point you're describing, you need to be face to face with someone who can help you sort this out.
Agreed. I don't really believe in many medications, but talking to a therapist would be your best bet if it's effecting your life. I wish you all the best
Well not to be a jerk or anything.. but your not depressed.. your attention needy. If you were truely depressed you would not be telling people you were depressed or thinking of suicide you would just do it. I should know I have been there myself and honestly you need to stop throwing yourself out there looking for someone to help you by trying to get attention and try and help yourself. Therapy is good.. but only because those people listen to you get out what you need to hear yourself.. if you just listen to yourself you will find out the right things to do for you.
so why have i gone from s staright male to being gay then, thats what has made me so depressed, i just dont think ov wom,en anymore, its all men all my fantasies are with men. i aint an attention seeker, just a lost soul at the moment
Nothing wrong with that. Heck, gay is the new normal! But don't kill yerself,mate. Y'know, one thing that pisses me off is people who commit suicide and the people who feel sorry for them! I HATE that! Why should people give a damn about wimps like that? People who kill themselves are pitiful in every sense. *clears throat* So don't do it! If you do, I'll kill all of my enemies' children and leave the blood on your front step! Seek professional help. I did, and look how great I turned out to be!
people said that you couldnt change sexuality though, so why have a lost interest in women completely, has all my 7 womenbeing a lie, did i not enjoy it, what do you mean look how u turned out to be did u seek help
Yeah, I got a shrink for my problems. Took a bit of communication(and medicine), and I've been doin great! Just do what feels right man. As long as you ain't breakin the law, screw what people say. Besides, women ain't nothin but trouble.
When I realized I was gay and nothing I tried made it any different, I thought about killing myself - make it look like an accident. Then no one would know I was a fag. It would just be a tragic story about a young man. But I am pretty practical and I realized I didn't know much about gay people. So I did some research; I went to a gay nude beach (I love being naked!) and met a guy who wasn't anything I thought gay was, I poured out my heart to him when he reached for my dick. He took me home and we had sex for two days. Amazing. I was so grateful to him and stunned at my stupidity and how I almost made the biggest mistake you can make because I listened to all the hateful, fearful bigots out there. We're still friends and he laughs about this hot kid who was so thankful for what he considers some of the best sex he ever had.
hey, if we dont get a choice on when and if we are born, we should atleast get to choose when and if to not live
I know this thread is pretty old, but the comment you made about suicide victims is pretty disturbing. Suicide is completely context based. Are the people that chose to kill themselves by throwing themselves off the top floor windows of the WTC, instead of burning to death in the fires, pitiful? Also , the comment you made about killing all of your enemies children leads me to feel that you are a very unhinged person , and ironically you claim that the professional help you received turned you into something 'great.' Either i'm missing the point completely, you were just joking or you are mental. Edit- Oh wait, I just realised, you're 15 years old.
The issue is that you probably deluded yourself that you were straight and now you are realizing that you are gay and cannot change it. Just come out, your life will get better in the long-run (the short-run will probably suck as hell if you are this scared to come out). If you don't, your life will become increasingly worse. And you don't have to be like other gay guys if you don't like the way they act. In the future, being gay will be understood and completely accepted and gay guys will be much more diverse than they are now.
It's not that we're born straight and then choose to be gay. From childhood we are raised and taught to be straight. From birth, once a new born baby is in the hospital you get a pink tag if you're a girl, and a blue tag if you're a boy [funny enough, my tag was yellow and it scared my mother] but we're taught from the beginning boys like blue, girls like red. And you're first and major examples of normal adulthood are your parents (who happen to be boy and girl). so you think that's the way it has to be for me too. Science now thinks that homosexuals are biologically wired differently, but when your society expects you to behave a certain way, it takes time to realize who you really are. So, why not try it. try some gay dating who's gonna know, suck a cock, if you dont like it... then it's not you. but if it makes you happy.. can't be that bad.
look bro why is being gay making you depressed just embrace your gayness come out of the closet and be honest with yourself and others and youll find youlll be happier
