Need help regarding sexual fantasy

So I am in my late teens and have had a hotwife/wife sharing fantasy for around a year and a half. Not in a relationship. I discovered hotwife porn and it drove me insane and gave me insane orgasms. However, after orgasm, I would feel like trash and I don't ever want to make it a reality. As a result these past 4.5 months I have tried to suppress the fantasy by not looking at any porn related to hotwifing, any content, reading any content, and tried to shake away any thought of it out of my head. It would come back sometimes but I would get over it. However this past week it has come back stronger than ever. I am urging to just masturbate to wife sharing again but still have not because I am trying to get rid of it. My question is should it be fine to just enjoy the fantasy as just a fantasy. Because I don't want to make it a reality, is there any harm in just masturbating to it as a fantasy since I am still young?

 

The concern is after the growth of palm hair, you'll go bald

 

Don't shake this boys brain with nonsense FWK. He has a serious problem, to him. We may know it isn't but it is to him since he's asked this in another thread.
Ok John, it is perfectly fine to fantasize about fucking the hotwife. Enjoy it with gusto and enthusiasm. I expect it will fade and you will move on to other sexual scenarios as you explore your sexuality. You aren't hurting anyone and getting sexual satisfaction from this fantasy. Enjoy it. Oh, and if you do get the chance to make it a reality, as I did when I was young, go for it. Older women have a lot to give as far as knowing how to please a man. Believe me, they'll teach you a thing or two.

 

Thanks for the help! Just a note though- I am not fantasizing about fucking the hotwife - my wife IS the hotwife and I am fantasizing about someone else fucking her.

 

The cuckold scenario is what you are describing. It is another common fantasy with married men. Those who turn it into reality do so because they get off knowing how much other men desire their woman. Then there's the humiliation effect that can go along with it too. Not all men go this far or want to be humiliated by their wife but most who have this fantasy love the thought of another mans penis inserted into their wife giving her pleasure and an orgasm or two. Go ahead and enjoy the fantasy through porn. As long as you aren't taking away any sexual pleasure from being intimate with your spouse it's okay. But if it turns into an obsession where you forgo having sex with her while opting to masturbate to the fantasy then that's a problem you need to have corrected. Since you are in your late teens your libido should be as such you are having sex with her almost daily if not more often. Might I suggest that you role play the hot wife scenario with her if she is open enough about sex. It might spice up the sex life with her if it has gotten a little dull.

 

Thanks