need help interpreting an undefined "urge"

Discussion in 'LSD - Acid Trips' started by klondike_bar, Feb 7, 2009.

  1. klondike_bar

    klondike_bar Senior Member

    For the last several months, ive felt a growing desire to push my limits (physically and mentally), and find and odd contentment in the feeling of the oncoming 'crash". Unfortunately, I recognise that any attempts at sleep deprivation would not go well with a university schedule, and am stuck feeling a bit too "bland".

    this is not in anyway a depressive thing. Its more a desire for something spontaneous and/or random. I have the attitude of 'why not, in the end itll be SOO worth it"

    However, I have an irritating trait of not being very outgoing unless "pushed". My voice of reason doesnt like to be muted...

    In the fall, I will be attending burning man, where i plan to push all my limits, mentally and physically, for a week. i think this is what I need, but is only a single event.

    any input on this? felt i may stick it out there and see if theres any good ideas
     
  2. Mr.Writer

    Mr.Writer Senior Member

    burning man, i am so jealous

    i would not think of this urge as some neurosis or whatever

    rather, it is your deepest Self, seeking to know itself better

    we only really know ourselves at the edges, right

    what you are feeling is healthy, and i encourage it :)
     
  3. klondike_bar

    klondike_bar Senior Member

    oh, i definitely encourage it. unfortunately, my "logic" tends to prevent me from "letting go". I want to do something impractical, yet my mind doesnt want me to... :SIm the guy who you cant really tell if drunk OR stoned. on either substance, i just get a bit more chill and hang slightly outside the circle of people.My goal this summer is to make a good job, go to burning man, and who knows? maybe ill try to travel around the country for a few weeks? (but then, "logic" tells me that will use most of my summer, and i wont make as much money...see what i mean?)
     
  4. Mr.Writer

    Mr.Writer Senior Member

    it's not a situation of "or"

    it's not

    I can do X *or* I can do Y

    it's a situation of And.

    I can go to burning man, change my life forever, *and* i can make some money

    or no money

    it's ok either way :)

    don't miss the forest for the trees
     
  5. pr0ne420

    pr0ne420 Senior Member

    Increase dose.
     
  6. Mr.Writer

    Mr.Writer Senior Member

    hahaha pretty much

    you need to be shown, very profoundly, how small, limited, and limiting logic is

    its a human mental invention
     
  7. StonerBill

    StonerBill Learn

    logic can tell you that by enjoying yourself with travel or long festivals, you will have less time to earn money.

    but it cant tell you which option is better
     
  8. itsallgood

    itsallgood Senior Member

    why not?...i plan on doing alot of thrid eye stuff this summer, as for now iam getting my shit togehter and plan on getting as mentally clean as possible and then its off to space :cheers2:...good luck in your decison and have fun !
     
  9. itsallgood

    itsallgood Senior Member

    one more thing i say go with your instinct, my insticnt is tellling me to wait so thats what iam going to do...if you have an urge to do something then why the fuck not do it lol :)
     
  10. hawaiiankine

    hawaiiankine Senior Member

    call it the "human condition"
     

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