Hi. I suffer from depression and anxiety. In the past I have used pot to help me focus and mellow out. However, I am not able to find a reliable source and have kind of given up-with the exception of relocating to Holland (since i can because i am a dual national of another european country). In the past I have gone the prescription meds route-lexapro, wellbutrin, paxil and none seemed to help-at least long term. Does anyone have any experience with other prescription meds that may help me? ie-antidepressants? Please, I am desperate! I am at a really low point in my life and will be going to the doc soon-I am that messed up. Any herbal remedies-St. John Wort, 5 Htp? Have these worked for pot smokers who can't find any? I can't even finish my grad degree and am about to give up on it. Any advice would be valued. Thanks
