. you're doing ok and are upon two quests - one is for respect and it shall be granted . the second quest is for a musical feeling . this feeling connects your withiness (that which is ok ) to the sky . . .
Amy, the woman in your avatar looks sad and i wonder if perhaps the picture influenced the meditation i did for you last night. Look on it like you would a dream:- I found myself in a kind of nightclub/bar/hotel kinda place with a feeling of lost hope and unfulfilled dreams. I asked the guy at the bar "I've come for power for Amy?" ... he gave me a key - No.13. I found the room '13' and tried the door; there was an argument going on inside and the door wouldn't open. The arguing stopped and i was able to enter. There was a man there ... short dark hair and balding on top. He was tired and frustrated, post argument. He stands by you, yet you can't see it, loves you and you can't understand why. You could find fulfilment right now if you could let go of the 'unfulfilment'. It's kinda like life is simple and you're making it complicated. We are talking but the only word i hear is 'family'. "I've come for power for Amy." ... he hands me a picture, an ever changing one like a puzzle game or something. It folds like origami creating ever changing vistas, but like a puzzle it CAN be completed and WILL be ... but it completes itself in it's own time when it's time is right. So this all says to me about some current or recent sadness and strife and how you find it hard to be REALLY at peace with things the way they are because of some anxiety or expectation about something else .. something you perhaps wanted and didn't get. Someone is around you who can help free you from this but you need to surrender ideas of whatever 'other' thing it was. Variety and change is being offered and you CAN take it. The journey of life is one of passing moments, each to be lived and released so the next can take it's place. Yet the journey is also a whole and will make sense one day, but for now, find some simplicity and wipe away any tears.
WOw! I have been feeling a little depressed and worried lately,my husband recently lost his brother to cardiac arrest and we were there when the life support was taken off..it was a really bad experience and I worry about my husband and how he is being so sad and negative about life. I think the puzzle can represent my life as far as not knowing what pieces to fit together or how to do it. I was wondering if anyone has a message from my brother in law who passed....
