What is it about drugs and god that seem to go together so well? I got really rolled and apparently was on a different vibe, during my trip I was sure that I could communicate telepathically with my friends, but we could not talk specifics because... you know, THEY are listening. It was like Training and I kept fucking up. I felt so connected and good about everything it crashed down many barriers and doors in my life. It also made me babble unintelligebly , shake, and squirm for a few hours. Not only that but I had felt like god himself was showing me a path of life that I was supposed to be walking, in retrospect I dont know if god would want me in on so many conspiracies at the same time. I don't really take alot but I have been known to have anxiety issues and low weight so maybe i just got too cracked? Day after is like im happy and feel great about what I made progress with, but left with some big questions- and my faith shaken, which I do not like at all. I am a man with faith in faith but when that faith fails to give direction it leaves me a bit wounded.
Sorry, I may have misread that first question. It sounds like you and I actually have had some similar experiences with that idea of "faith."
slight mind fuck. I- blasted on ketamine, having an emotional break-down, finally accept the fact that I love my ex, but finally completely over her. Send her a text tellin her how I feel, she reacts as I knew she would. Makes me laugh, I am happy. During said breakdown, I ask for a sign, show me mr jesus, show me you with me nigga. Next day, while at my favorite recovery breakfast place, there is a rally , gigantic golden hands with the pyramid/eye in the palm, banners reading some shit about the messiah and praise to allah and what not. I LOVE IT.
