I get a crazy sense of 'the creeps' every single night. Whether I'm high, drunk, sober, tripping. If I am in my room alone at night I am paranoid and scared shitless and can barely close my eyes.. I normally just curl up in a ball and force my eyes closed until I fall asleep.. This is terrible.. It has left me in tons of sleepless nights. Including tonight. Fuck sleeping lol Why in the hell do I get so scared? Anyone have any ideas on how to make this better? Xannies maybe those do help but fuck taking 2 or 3 of those every night.. Thats alota money..
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LOL you guys are fuckers. I'm being serious. But yes orison. I have been using a proxy on this computer lol kproxy. I have been using it for like a week ever since I figured out I was banned.. I just didn't mention that on the post Haha I didn't know if they would ban my account for using a proxy in the first place.. But I guess it doesn't matter now lol
You know that feeling you get right after you watch a horror movie and you just don't want to look at the bathroom because the light is off and you just have this terrible freaked out feeling bout moving around? Lol well if your with someone it isn't a problem but if you watch it by your self.. I hope you know what I am getting at.. But yeah I have that feeling every night and its retarded..
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God dammit.. Fucking squirrel coming in here for my acorns.. I knew I could never hide them from those god damn animals.. Fuck. You got me, thats what I'm REALLY paranoid about.. The squirrel stealing my nuts.. Shit.
Oh good. I don't mind raccoons and skunks. They can't get into my house.. Its the squirrels man.. But I do have to ask, where DO squirrel go during hurricanes?
they hide in the ground, less it gets flooded, nest are made to withstand major winds 60mph sometimes, 100mph winds might take the tree down before it pulls a nest off..
Ohhhh okay, I do have to share this story with you about raccoons though. You might know him his name was 'douche' Or at least that what we called him because it was funny as fuck. We were all camping with a raccoon trap because the night before they fucking stole all our food out of the cooler. So we bought a trap to teach that mother fucker. It was me and my friends and later that night we caught one in the trap. It wasn't dead. It was a nice trap. Then we all got it high as a mother fucker. We passed him around saying "Pass the douche!!" And we would exhale in his face. That raccoon was dancing is what it looked like.. But so were we.. That night was one of the most amusing nights of my life. So I love raccoons and everything they are associated with.
you could try and get some klonopin or a natural herbal anti anxiety. or you could curl up with someone to sleep with and cuddle
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i have this problem too, i'm glad i'm not alone in this. I have to sleep with either a lamp or the tv on because whenever I turn on my stomach to sleep in the dark I get really paranoid that someone is lurking around my room with a knife, waiting to stab me in the back when I fall asleep. I never get very good sleep with a light or the tv on, however. Sometimes the tv wakes me up in the middle of the night and i'll turn it off and manage to drift back to sleep....but everytime, and this never fucking fails, I start dreaming that i'm awake and someone is in my room, and in my dream the only way i can make them go away is to turn on the light....so I keep trying and trying to turn on the light, but i can't and i start panicking. Then I always realize i'm dreaming and I force myself to wake up and turn on the lamp. It really sucks, i haven't slept through the night in months. I've tried valerian root. It puts me out but either my tv wakes me up, or if I dont fall asleep with the tv I end up having that dream and waking myself up anyways. I've been taking muscle relaxers to sleep lately. Those used to knock me out completely but I woke up like 10 times last night. I always wake up starving so i'll walk to the kitchen in a fog and grab some food and then go back to sleep, and immediately start having that dream. I'm guessing its some kind of anxiety I need to learn to deal with in my waking life before I fix it in my sleeping life. sorry I couldn't offer a solution for you lol, just a little empathy. I hope it gets better for both of us soon!
That was one night dude.. Lol and it was long after this problem.. I kinda got over the paranoia thing in a few days