My own theory on the universe

There isn`t really a theory on how matter was made, so here`s my take on it:

In empty room, a sun appeared suddenly, and it was so heavy that it collapsed and exploded. Right before it exploded, energy started to travel in orbits, hence the different matter; like electrons around a nucleous. The energy cooled down, and formed matter. All matter is just energy, if you set it on fire, even rocks.

I think space was invented during the explosion, because otherwise, what would decide where in empty space the first sun would appear? But of course, what decided how big the first sun would be? I don`t think the universe, will end ether, because if a sun could appear once, why not again? And no one really knows what black holes are for in the universe, but I think they gather mass and energy, until it get`s so heavy in the bottom, that it collapses and forms a new sun.

How was life formed? I think it started with a will, energy is always pushing, moving forward, and this created the first will. Then this will, intelligence, had to learn how to make a body from protein in plants. Therefore, to make life, you need a stable enviroment and temperate water and plants for protein. The first life had to learn how to make a body from protein, to move around in.

Are we just dead bodies, moving around, no real consciousness? Is our mind tricking us to believe we`re real, making us do certain things to get a partner, and sustain life? I think there`s more, energy itself, is a little living. A friend of mine, says the sun has a will. Energy in suns is warm, has a slight, yellow colour - living? I feel alive, but it could, be a trick of the mind though. I take the position, that everything comes from the first sun.

What about black matter, and dark energy? Nether have been proven to exist, so what about gravity holding galaxies together? I think some of the gravity, can be explained from old energy. When sun`s burn, like a heather in your home, it forms old energy after it have heated. This old energy, causes a little gravity, and eventually, black holes, will suck it up, cleaning the universe.

What`s your thoughts?