Fortunately,its all over. I had been through hell for the past one month. It all started 2 years ago, when I joined this new job with lots of hope and potential. Along with hard work and sincere efforts, I had to go through constant criticism, humiliation, harassment and of course-negativity. Lots of psychological games have been played, like- Making mountain of molehill, Now I caught you you SOB, Bullying and so on. All this was being accumulated in my mind and without proper outlet it was getting suppressed. Last month, It was a sudden collapse. My body could no longer withstand and the doctors prescribed Cipralex- medicine for Anxiety Disorder. I don't remember my first 15 days, where I used to be awake only for 3 to 4 hours in a day- that too in a dreamlike, floating state of mind. I only remember, I was too tired, even to get up and eat my food. After 15 days, slowly, I started realizing the surroundings and the situation. I had pulled on too much and for too long. Today, I have left this job and am free again! I do not know what the future holds for me, but I am sure, its beautiful. Once again scaling the new skies, looking forward to a new start. I have blessings from lots of people and I am sure, god always helps me out. Pray for me and forgive me if I have hurt you by any chance. Amen PS- A word of caution for you- Narcissism is too common and too prevalent in today's corporate world. Take Care. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fDV2P2G9ug8"]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fDV2P2G9ug8
Good Luck. My current boss calls me so many times a day that I've had to change my ringtone twice because I started hating it. It's set to 'old phone' ring right now. No more music. At least for another couple weeks, anyway.
