I am going to write this as it is. I have struggled to know the difference between sexual thril, daringness and just a liking for being naked. It started when I was 18 and worked as an hgv mechanic. When I used to collect lorries I would sometimes park up in a layby, get in the back of the truck and get naked. I gi=ot a thrill (I think sexual) of being naked while cars we going by just outside. This moved on over the years to me parking cars up and going into private places (wood and fields) and stripping off and walking around in the nude. Then I would start going out at night and getting naked, daring myself to go into areas where there were houses, not street lit and seeing where I could go. Sometimes I even ventured into street lit areas. It felt fantastic and I stared to realise it was more than a sexual thing. IT JUST FELT AMAZING! I realised I had gone from the early days of getting nude and yes, mastubating to simply getting the thrill of being nude and often not even getting hard! I always liked to push the boundaires of not getting caught but def dont WANT to be seen and certainly do NOT want to offend. It has really moved on lately and I have been to a couple of nude saunas (gay) and enjoyed the idea of being nude with other guys. This morning, I went to a local beach that is an unofficial nudist beach. This is the one place I can wander in the nude and not worry about being seen although, I only go between 6 and 7 in the morning because I am so shy! This morning I was in shorts and teeshirt when shock horror, just as I was about to strip, I saw someone at the end of the beach. They had clothes on and I could see they were dressed. Dam it! I cant strip now. I sneakily looked through my phone on zoom and could see it was a lady....even more shy now! But she was wearing a 'throw' type thing and that nade me think she could be a nudist. Sid it I thought and I stripped. The next thing I notice is that she is nude too. And walking in my direction!! We ended up passing each other and had a quick chat. This is the first time EVER, that I have been naked with another female, other than a wife/partner. I wanted to stay with her all day and I barely even looked at her body noir felt sexual towards her. I JUST LOVED being nude with her! I cant understand what the thrill is but I really like it! Cant talk to my wife as she would be horrified!! So confused! So want to be naked with others more!
Here's how I broached the subject with my wife: I told her about a local nudist resort and suggested we go. She thought about it for a while and finally told me to go on my own and check it out to ensure it wasn't nasty. I went and then came back and told her all about it. She finally said that she would go. If your wife isn't into that sort of thing, maybe she'll be OK with you going and enjoying the freedom. Only you can tell if she would be open to that conversation.
My Mrs has an issue with her body, even I dont get to see her naked anymore. Been on and off diets for years, I tell her I love her and think she is gorgeous but nothing changes that. So she just would not go nude in public! With me, yeh maybe I will tell her I am in to nudity. She knows I go to the nudidt beach but she also knows I go at 6am when there is 'usually' no one down there. Maybe I should tell her one day that I could not help but to strip off and it felt great. If she reacts in the wrong way, I could say I am kidding but she would most likely tell me thats a bit weird! She would not kick off about it! Went down there again today and even stripped long before I got to the beach, walked through the woods nude but ready to cover up. Saw a guy down there and had a chat about the lovely day and sun rise. Jeez, I love it!!
