...has gotten EXTREMELY, to a point without compare, routine... same thing happens every day. wake up, shower, go to school at the same time, all classes and times are the same, i get home, either smoke a bowl, tv, or nothing... but... like... everything is the same... every day. and on the weekends i either go down to the beach and play airsoft or whatnot, or i stay home rotting... ____ this alone i think encouraged me to smoke more... [end of high, stupid, and error full rant / ]
but it's still pretty kickass either way. yea and i think i exxagurayded in the OP... and i think i'm high and being dumb.
that will just end up becoming part of your routine. i'm in the same boat pretty much homie. i don't mind it though. i could sit in front of my comp alla time.
i'm pretty much the same way. just consider yourself lucky that you have a beach to go to in the first place
Art is the answer. Start drawing, playing an instrument, making movies, writing, etc....cure your boredom and express yourself. Don't forget that summer is on it's way too and (for me anyways) life is better in the summer .
:cheers2: I got mad routine too but i just think of it as interim before its summer/weekend again... If i get solidly drunk at least once a weekend i consider the week a win
yeah my life is the same way. but at the same time try to enjoy it or at least know your lucky. cause once your out of school you'll miss the times you could just sit around with no obligations and as you said 'rot'. sometimes you just really need 'rot' time.
i feel the same way . whenever i get a wonderful burst of happiness or inspiration i'd think "man, that feels like summer" i don't know, everything good and rad just feels like summer . as for breaking out of a rut... i totally agree that you should take up some form of art. art FULFILLS
I can't wait for summer. I hate routine too. Grade school, college, job, marriage, mortgage, kids, mini-van, retirement, die. ^I'm at the college/job stage. I don't think I'll be happy continuing down that chain. Gota shake things up.
Imagine being limited by a Dunkin Donuts half-a-mile in one Direction and a Stop and Shop a quarter-mile in another. You have no car, no any social network outside the four hundred people with whom you attend school. You sleep in a white cinder-block building with such bad insulation that ice forms on the inside of the window, and you eat shitty, mass produced, frozen food three times a days. When going to the movies is an adventure, you have a problem. But hey, it's the perfect environment for a sesh. :sifone: