didnt know were to go with this, i figure lots of us have similar experians (ahh however ya spell it),anyway as good a place as i can think! i was born in a smaller comm. in the subs. luckily i was on a lake with the best of both worlds, my fam. came from germany during ww1 my grandad fought both 1+2 for this country,some of my reletives had to change their name so as not to be labled nazis.but both my great gand and my grand had a big hand in creating the comm. i grew up in.(this is on my fathers side)my moms, side is irish, anyway eventualy at 19 i headed out on the road , after a long strange hitch from the east to the west coast i found myself in alpine arizona 79, didnt make it back home till deluth, havent made it back since. althou i have wanted to, now i am blessed with very good friends, and drainbows my freinds turn out to be not the peeps i would usaly hang with! but they are the folks that make my life possible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have a man that lives with me that makes my life nearly impossible! he has free rent and the accomodations are not ideal but he does NOTHING! unless i am here ,he is diagnosed with manic depressive bipoler disorder, and as little as i can understand it i realy think that if he doesnt want to do anything but let me clean up after him im not sure if i can take it.!so that is the begining of my lifes rant! please i need words of encouregment!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow brother, I think that you are awsome. Its hard to take care of other people, especially if they have some sort of psychological problems. Take it from me, I worked as a nurse aide. I know that life gets really hard sometimes, but that is what gives us strength. Remember that there are people that do care about you, if you need a friend I'm always available. Your just a state away, and thats what family is for. Things might look rough now, but they will look better. Luv and Hugs
sorry it took so long but a big sigh of releif. ahhhhhhh sweetpea you are a good woman! i have since had it out with my roomy and with any luck he understands were im coming from, it still remains to be seen but it was said and the same day we went and picked up lots of leaves that were making a dam on the road to my and my neibors homes then we looked up the hill and one of my neibors yard was on fire i think he was trying to burn the hillside of and it got away from him so me and my roomy dude went and stomped for a long time almost got it under control just couldent get the high hot spots finaly the volenteer fire dept. showd whith water, but it brought us together in away that we have not been in a long time so things are already better! i appreiciate your reply and look foward to th day we actually meet! may that witch is continue to work wonders in your world!! peace!
I'm so glad to hear that everything worked out. Its funny sometimes a tragady brings people closer together. I cant wait to meet you to. I love meeting my beautiful family. I hope things continue to go good. I'll see you on the trail. Loving U
tragedy can just as well drive people apart ....babalon , the multi death corporations , and reliance on money .....thats tradgic .....brush fires are just kinda fun interludes in oltherwise booring days .anyway , rome didnt fall in a day .....luv n light my lil peeps .
certainly it was not a tragedy just a lot of energy expended that was not counted on at the time still brought us together again but again on wed. night not one finger has been lifted exept for mine! i have freinds that actually help me out but my rent free roomy seems to think he would be a manslave if he helps with anything he realy dosnt want to. did i mention that a buddy? up the hill who has a truck (im not allowd to drive at this time) who my roomy dude partys with and helps left his trash at my house because roomy said i was paying! someone to haule my trash! off! so he helped this dude clean out his truck hose the bed out in my driveway, and leave 5or6 bags of trash and 7or8 pillows in my front yard but complains and gose all to hell when i ask to help pick my yard up or pick up the bottle that he steps over daily? i think im all done! he is going to have to find someone else to walk on hate to do it but he is not leaving mutch choice, i will not be disrespected in my home! anyway thats my rant for today,aaaahhhhh, i feel so mutch better now, maybe come the weekend ill have some positive vibes back! peace! may allways be with you! it is with me, remember this is just a rant! thanks for the feed back!
