i did my heroin shot and fell asleep. when i woke up he was dead but i was to busy calling 911 and trying to save his life instead of hiding evidence. i was locked up for 3 days. my friends wouldnt get me out any sooner afraid i would by as much dope as possible and follow right behind me. Im 23 and have lost my soulmate. the luv of my life,my reason for living .If only i hadnt nodded out.Anyone out there doing opiates stop....stop now....before u or someone u love is going thru the same indescribable agony as i am. Any beleivers pray for me. btw i forgot to mention his entire family blames me i told me i wasnt invited to the wake. but fuck them he told me i was more of a mother to him than his ever was.besides that i have all legal rights. but its still really hard when they say i killed him.
that's awful. stay strong, I'm sure your husband would want you to make the most out of your life in this situation. and his family can fuck right off, he was a grown man and he made some bad decisions. i understand theyre grieving and they probably need a scapegoat, but its just fucked up to make it you.
That is very sad...and now more than ever you got to stay strong...take care and don't let his family get to you...they are doing something very wrong there...and they will see it at some point...
thank u....his wake is tomorrow and i have one friend and a pastor to sit with me if they say anything nasty they will take care of em for me. i just hate being the scapegoat especially when i got clean 4 weeks ago was clean for 6 days and my husband got me back on it. That is very sad...now more than ever you got to stay strong...take care and don't let his family get to you...they are doing something very wrong there...and they will see it at some point
Very sorry for your loss. Don't blame yourself, because who knows if you would have even been able to help if you were wide awake. I don't blame opiates either...plenty of my friends have died, and as fucked up as it sounds, it didn't make me quit, but we all understand where you are coming from.
wow, im so sorry to hear this. I wish you the best.. i jsut saw your post about wanting to be clean and now this happens. just..wow. I'm so sorry hugg
Hope you are hanging in there, please keep us updated...and if you need anyone to talk to, catch me on AIM. iiu4iaii Stay strong.
im staying as strong as i can....i have found my faith which i never had before. They called me and said i couldnt go to the fumeral. My pastor called them back and let them know that legally i didmt have to let them come, so if they wanna play hardballl we'll play. my pastors so cool..im going r rhe wake at 6 and ive been clean for almost 6 days so im gonna take an oxy so i can hold my head up high. tuesdays the funeral and wednesday im off to rehab. i should be able to stay clean and i dont think the oxy i just did wont fuck up my sobriety. Now ive got more reason than ever to get my life together to make him proud. i hope i dont get hysterical.plz everyone add me to ur aim. im so lonly and crisis lines just dont wanna listen.luv u guys and karma will get back to his family.........and good karma will come ur way as well. aim-slicslac
Glad to see that you are holding strong...all the best on your way,life has its downsides which can be very bad sometimes but the important thing is that it goes on...
That's a heartbreaking story, I'm soooooo sorry to hear this, all my condolonces to you. It's not your fault though, don't ever blame yourself, accidents happen, I really don't know what to say....I'm just baffled by this right now, kinda hit me in the face...
Hey, Lori, haven't seen you on here for awhile... I REALLY hope you're hanging in there and doing as well as can be expected for these circumstances. Drop us a line and let us know what's up.
Wow I'm really sorry to hear about your loss.. And don't listen to them fucks, you have every right to be at that funeral.. Stay strong and I wish you well
yea, the separation of friends/families was a big part of why i cut it down so much. just wanted to keep my friends and not be around that kind of depressing scene. life sucks, but it goes on, hope for the best.
^This can happen just as easy if you take pills orally. Doesn't matter the route of administration. Don't underestimate other opiates just because they aren't heroin.
