Well I finaly got a hold of two hits, after a good year of looking. I took half a hit at 8:30 and I was at work and got home by 9:30, and was just really giggly and no visuals yet. When I got home I took the other hit and a half and waited half and hour then got in the shower. I have a really white bathroom and it looked like when in movies people have a dream and the bright light shines. I went to my room and the visuals began, I stared as my ceiling turned into a whole lot of tiny octagon fractal patterns and were multicolored, kinda like when you mix oil with water. I turned on the beatles Yellow Submarine movie which makes no sense when you watch it sober, and it all made perfectly good sense, plus the movie contains bright colors and patterns which were all very alive looking, and pulsating. Then as I tried to sleep I couldn't and I felt like my body was asleep but I was still concious, and that was really miserable because I really just wanted to sleep, this also really bummed me out I also do smoke weed, but didn't that night. -So my questions are do you people or do you know someone who has become giggly at the beginning? -And is the sleeping problem common? Also the next week I continued to sleep miserably, is this common? In conclusion I would definately do acid again, but only with close friends who are also tripping, and while being able to smoke.
Yes I know what you mean by the tired thing and furthermore the whole sleeping thing. Like on my first go I felt like I had to refigure out what exactly sleeping is. Here I thought that perhaps sleeping is just your time where your body goes into a state to absorb a certain energy. And perhaps through a certain meditation you could just consciously absorb that energy. But then I realized, thats just what meditation is. You consciously absorb energy from the source in meditation. Whereas sleep is the unconscious absorbing of it. And what is concious and unconcious synonymous too? Being dead, being alive. Being asleep, being awake. All two sides of the same coin. I realized where you go when you die, where you go when you sleep, where you go when you meditate is all the same place. And the issue with sleeping was that I was now aware it was death, it was that place that I fear so much, its the same place. I didn't want to go there, so I wouldnt sleep. But then I realized, merely going back to absorb energy from the source doesnt mean you have to die. I can just be ecstacy. Do get myself to sleep after acid I kind of decided that "sleeping is just death while retaining the will to live".
Sleep is a death state Ry, even the Qur'an talks at length about it. But if you want to really get down into it, with being alive being dead, your every breath is being born and dying. To breathe in and to breathe out, is the continuing prayer, the mantra that doesnt stop in devotion to God wether you are aware of it or not. But the breatless state, and the pranayama technique's, will have you transcend all birth and death, and fall into samadhi
That's usually how my acid trips start off, get really really giggly and everything is funny, but visuals aren't very strong, then all the sudden it starts kicking in. Usually I take another hit at that point. The sleep thing, I don't know, I can never sleep until the full end of my trip, but after that all I can do is sleep the next day.
