My Experience Before And After I Was Stock In A Bad Trip.

Hello guys I want to share with you a story, my last lsd experience.
my story can help a lot of people who had a bad LSD trip and still fighting with there mind.

it was two years and half, when i had this experience, it was 12 at night me and my friends wanted to
go to a party in the north of Israel.
we was smoking put before taking the car and go to the party.

My name is yoni I am now 22 years old, in my teenage i used to take a lot of LSD (ones a week), my friends
warned me i will go crazy, but i didn't care i told them "Its all in your head" it will never happen to me.
I liked LSD very much, in my first experience i knew that have some kind of something special about it.
the more i took the more i become different (good and bad), my grades in school was A's all the time, i started to be interested on philosophy and physics, I was so obsess about it
that i wanted to create an equation to explain all the reality around us. (god's equation).
but in the other hand my social skills and woman's become low, my friends and my family notice that something started be wrong about me.

the day of justice come the day that no one ever want to be in this situation the day of my bad trip experience, i call this day the day of awareness.
after we was in the party the first thing i wanted is too find LSD, i found some one was selling and i put it on my tongue.
after an hour later u started to feel something weird, like something isn't right something is wrong, but i didn't know what it was.
I started to be anxious about it and after from now where, i had a movie came throw my eyes, like some thing happened in another universe,
something bad was happening to me, and this soul came to this reality to prevent the cause that happen in the other universe.
what was in my head in this moment is in other universe i changed and became more social and drop the physics wanted to start going all the time to parties,
and after i took an LSD become otist and prove my equation suicide and go to another reality to change what happen, (all this story was in my head in sec's).
when it happened i though i become crazy, because its not possible from there i started to have paranoia and delusion though's.
I told my friends i'm going to relax in the car, there I started to feel i'm going crazy more like stupid, otist.
the delusion was so strong i believe in it, and the funny thing about it it come true in this moment.
my friends saw my face started to ask me equations to know if im feeling well, "how much is 2+4" my friend asked me, i could not answer this question, it's
like someone took my mind and trow it in the trash.
after 30 minute's of bad moment my friend she told me "yoni its only a trip" and she repeated it x3, i looked in her eyes and believed her,
and the trip was go, ironically I though I was still in the trip but i wasn't.

I had one year and half of psychosis episodes called: "psychosis doe drug abuse".
walking on the street think that people know that i am fucked up, talking on me on there phones, making funny jokes about me, the feeling that people can
control your mind and read your though.
after i had most of the times anxieties with some times psychosis symptoms I wanted to learn for the exams to the university and didn't finish them cause i could not focus.
I had no friends, my intelligent gone away, my social skills go my mind was like my enemy, i wanted to suicide.
one day i wake up in the morning, with i said to my self or i will suicide or i will fight this.
started to read about neurons, psychiatry, psychology and poof i found the key, called "neuroplasticity".
neuroplasticity is the ability of the mind to change him self connect new path and connection the the brain, and kill the old connections.
its like build your brain and create a new self.

Today my anxieties and psychosis gone, im working as a sell men, i have a lot of friends and woman's, I making 2000 dollars in a week, i did a simulation of the university
test without learning got 80 percent, I read a lot, i see the future positive and start to create a startup company.
so don't give up on your dreams be what you want to be, because your mind can create your reality that you want, you just
need to believe and to know how to do it, believe your self and don't let people to put your down or believe there negative believes because if
you want you can do it!

 

happy to hear that life is going well for you now.

what kind of start up company are you thinking about?

 

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