mine was brown as well. i've only rarely gotten white powder if it's supposed to be white powder; there is often discoloration from production, for any chemical, it's ok.
Allright, sounds good. Prone, i know your very adamant about doing 200 mg, however I am just going to start with 50, I'm sorry but I will have to. I wont get the chance to probably till this weekend, but I will definitely write a report when I do.
Ive heard that, but how so? Is there alot more anxiety on the lower doses, because I was reading your one 25 mg trip report and you said even that was intense.
yes there is tons more anxiety on lower doses. i think it's like this with a lot of drugs though, if you do enough, and you reach that ++++ experience, there is simply a redefinition of what 'you' are, and thus there is no entity to be experiencing any anxiety, and there isn't any anxiety anyways, because of how overwhelmingly positive and transcendental the experience is. It's simply in a realm beyond pleasure, like as though normally our range of pleasure/pain was the waxing and waning light of a sunset, and dpt high doses consist of the staring at the center of the sun 3 feet from your face. there is simply no room for darkness there.
I never actually tried a high dose, but I can say that when I did somewhere between 30-45mg, there was a lot of anxiety. (Enough that I haven't had the desire to go higher even with the glowing reports from Mr. Writer and pr0ne.)
Keep in mind I handled a near breakthrough of DMT horribly, I just thought that I was going to die and was so scared about the ego loss, and I completely forgot I had taken DMT and panicked when really I should have been embracing it. Now since I heard DPT can create heart problems, I was thinking of going low but if its not too much of a risk, since I didnt get heart problems on DMT, maybe would it not be too risky starting off with say 80 or a 100 mg? But remember I get pretty bad heart racing/pounding on weed. Because other than that I would pretty much have the guts to start with maybe a 150 mg dose, because of how you guys said that it's easier at those doses, and more like a complete breakthrough.
The DPT wont do much you to heart. PLEASE listen to my advive man, please do 150 man, I PROMISE with all my heart, that you wont regret.
Okay pr0ne, you and Mr Writer have pretty much convinced me to go that, and I trust you guys since you seem a lot more experienced than I am. However I won't be doing it until the summer though, I'm just in a general bad mindset now because of a lot of things, but by the summer I will definitely be ready then. I know you said I would be fine now, but I am sure being in a good general mindset would definitely contribute to the experience.