my brain is wandering off on it's own again...

time to back away from human beings...i'm about to get supremely irrational. i wonder if this sorta thing is why people burned witches at the stake and believe in werewolves...have a calm couple days.

 

I've been feeling very out of sorts for the last couple of days. I know that I definitely would have been burnt at the stake.

 

blame it on solar activity and geomagnetic storms, i do

 

the meds i'm on help with the psycho mood swings, but they don't help with basic cognitive abilities. like when this happens, i can't think, i can't drive, i can't function or remember anything. words will tumble out of my mouth that i won't remember saying or even agree with ten minutes later. someone will tell me something i said and i'll be all "was i kidding? or was i serious?" i can't wait for menopause. :biggrin:

 

for example, it's taken me over twenty minutes to find a phone number for directv to pay my bill because i can't for the life of me remember my account sign in info.

 

There’s a small town 40 miles south of here that might just have a cure or remedy for you ills - Its called Salem



Hotwater

 

i feel like a gigantic "stupid clamp" has locked in place on my frontal cortex. it's a PHYSICAL sensation. it's like, wow. i could probably entertain/annoy the hell out of some people at a bar.

 

Well it’s not too early to have a hot toddy in these parts but you’re on mountain time


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this level of stupid is physically painful.

 

That must be a horrid feeling to have. I am sure that it must be really hard to function as you would like to. It must be very frustrating.

Do the meds help as opposed to when you were not taking them, is their a gain or improvement for you.

Somtimes it can take so long to level with meds, sucks.

 

Damn.I'm sorry you feel like this. Come back soon.

 

Hmmm, you might wanna break out the beer and post a Human waste contamination sign in front of your house...

 

I can think up a few more signs as well

No Trespassing Beyond this Point, Restricted Area, Do Not Enter at your Own Peril, Beware of rabid dog, Trespassers will be Shot on Sight, No OSHA Compliance here


Hotwater

 

all very good signs. my moods aren't as erratic and uncontrollable as before, but it kinda feels like sinus pressure, without sinus pressure. if that makes sense.

my friends who are used to me i don't worry about, they're used to me turning a little peculiar monthly. it's the new friends i worry about. so i hide. not much else for it.

 

What are you taking anyway ????

 

i'm on prozac now. best thing i've taken to date. started out just to help me with pmdd, now it's daily. i feel normal, really, and i'm not sleeping 16 hours a day or lashing out randomly anymore.

 

I am sorry sweetie, I have mental breakdowns a lot lately bc people dont realize my triggers. I have asd, so it is kinda hard. I dont know what it is like to have major mood swings, but there are certain things I can not stand, and with my social anxiety, I dont get out much, and when I do I just avoid people. I need an sign saying "crazy woman stay away". I know how it is. I hope this time of month is easier on you. and I forget things all the time, I forget my password to fb 5 times this morning, and I lost my keys in the house 6 times. lol the only thing that helps me is mj, or kanna

 

Yes but if it's giving you feelings like that, you need to get that checked... We all have mood swings, but not like that.....

 

wow I just read that, last post by you, it was first just pmdd, and not it is daily. that is not an good sign, I agree with sidney you need to get that checked out. Maybe the prozac isnt working.

 

KC, you could be having an adverse reaction .....