not sure how yal feel about trip posts but... wow im officially in love with tripping & am amazed that i never tried it sooner!!! it was the most amazing experience ive ever had (drug related)... we went to a "pudding party" (which was a total bust)... it was a college party... we went to see joerg's friend jon play with his band (jon manccini band). we met a sophmore there (kyle) who told us jon was his teacher, and that was why he was playing there... which was super bizarre since her was talking to the person (joerg) who turned his teacher onto acid... LOL! then we met jon's girlfriend (cassie) who was ridiculous... shes was a super airhead who OMG! has been dating jon for 6 months & she loves the music! fucking groupie!! so weird... ive never actually met a "groupie" its was hilarious! and yeah, we stayed for the music, got really drunk, failed at beer pong (we hadnt played since we met abut a 2.5 years ago)... and then peaced. theeeeen somehow joerg decided we needed to smoke crack before the shrooms? to like help me not worry about taking them? which (oddly enough) worked! once the crack was done for some reason i didnt give a fuck all i wanted to do was eat a bit of the shroom (we cut them into a bunch of smallish peices). i ate one piece, finished off the rock, drank a little, smoked some weed, and waited. my tummy felt a little bit weird, and i had a minor headace... but that went away later on. after about an hour i ate a second, and about half an hour later, everything started getting lighter/brighter. and i started giggling a shit load... joerg and i talked about who knows what until out of no where i burst into laughter! the door i was staring at "rippled" & "breahted". after i got over the fact that omg the door is laughing at me! (haha!) i felt completely filled with explosive happiness, and was smiling a huge goofy smile for the rest of the night. so we ate another, and later another, and were listening to goa videos on youtube (HAHA) & wow, next time i go to a festival im definately tripping... we were just listening to music & dancing, while i just kept thinking about all these beautiful drawings i was going to do the next day, and all the patterns and colors i kept imagining... it was lovely... so after about 2 hours of that, we had only a few little ones left, so we ate em up & went for a walk outside. o. m. g. being outside when your tripping was amazing. we went for a walk around our neighbor which is not your nice suborbun family neighborhood by any means. joerg decided we had to dress in comfort clothes, so i wore my favorite doc martins, a huge hoodie (which made me look like a giant piece of toast HAHAHA) and my favorite hat. joerg wore his huge patchwork pants, his favorite hat, and a silly jacket/hoodish thing. i dont know why thats important, other than we were wandering our neighborhood at 5am smoking bowl after bowl, and walking around with "shroom legs" HAHA! and i couldnt stop looking around at everything with huge eyes and a massive goofy smile. the best part was people we were waking up and like staring out their windows at us n shit. and i didnt give a fuck! it was hilarious. but holy shit we're lucky no one called the cops, or we didnt run into any cops. the last ones we ate before we left the house kept hitting us in waves, one after the other. it was the craziest, most amazing feelings ever. everything was like a really weird color too, like kind of tinted pinks yellows and weird colbalt bluish green. it was absoltly beautiful. and everything looked so detailed. i noticed beauty in things everywhere that i had previously overlooked. we also came across some dude that ran out of some house, was still getting dressed on his way to his car, and drove off as fast as possible. he did mutter a "mornin' yal" as he passed haha! it was hilarious, but seemed completly normal at the time. we got a little lost, but managed to find it back to our house, which had the feel like it wasnt our house? i dont know, we sat on our front porch just smoking mad bowls and looking around at the street, houses, sky, grass, everything. theres this little wall on the side of our porch that we sat behind and started at the front door, and walls, with all the cool shadows. it was stunning! & i wasnt even worried about the "natives" coming outside and seeing us. then when we went back inside it felt like we were in a dollhouse HAHA! b/c the room is so small & we have so much shit in it! i never noticed how much stuff we own that we dont really need? ... & i kept thinking about the people i love... dani gabe my brother mac aka the senor (pic removed) my boyfriend joerg my friend hanna... RIP feb 09 i kept thinking about hanna alot. i felt like i really understood her and missed her alot, but not in a sad way. more of a peaceful way, like i knew why she did all the things she did, and i knew she was happier where she was now, and was like watching over me. i dont know, i feel better now about her passing. anyways all in all it was amazing. now im going to do some drawing... & maybe play around with some hemp + beads? PEACE!
smoking crack before a mushroom trip to ease the peak?? It seems a bit contradictory to the point of the trip. on the other hand, it is great what you experienced in regards to your passed friend; that is good to hear.
yea i thought that was weird, but thats what he wanted to do. mainly b/c whenever we go out somewhere and get drunk, he always wants crack afterwards. im not sure why this is, other than a long history of use. he always has something, like it used to be heroin, then he swtiched over to crack, and now is slowly (much better than when i met him) getting less and less enamored with it. so i think it was mainly for his peace of mind? i dont know, next time i would defintaly skip the crack. it didnt make it bad or anything, it was just unecessary, ya know? i would have been fine without it lol.
This. I hear what you were saying about your friend though. During a trip, I felt that I gained a greater understanding of what a friend who left too early went through. It was a very positive experience. Try an 8th next time
