So the more and more I educate myself on this world and try to experience all that I can, I see more and more misery. Misery not brought on people themselves, but the atmosphere of stagnation around the "middle" or "working" class. I currently have a dead-end job that helps me pay the bills and save money. I was thinking of getting back into college, but the way the job market is, I don't really feel safe putting my hard earned money into the bankers system of student loans. I think it's truly sickening that society has taken away my feelings and own desires as an individual, and instead gives me a few solemn choices that are accepted as "normal" in society. I don' want your fucking degree, I don't want a fucking suit, I don't want a fucking $12,000,000 villa, I don't want a fucking burden of debt to follow me just for my decision to try to better myself through education, which I thought was once the way to free one's mind. Now through all the propaganda I feel like even my strong willed friends are desolant and would rather play video games while rotting their teeth on mountain dew and dulling their critical thinking skills on that fucking flashing box. People have not been given choice, but rather put into a set of Western ideals that we now must live by, which is consume, shut the fuck up, and obey. Now many people are going to say, well if you're mad, try to make a change. But please, tell me where the masses would like to be educated these days. I think more would be happy complaining of their government that gives them food stamps and welfare, then to be informed. And tell me where can I get the money, for which political persuasion entrusts fullys on the money from private investors. All these filthy rich fuckers who have had their families in positions of power for generations have no clue as to how hard it is to "just get out there and do something." I would love to but me and all my enlightened friends that know what's going on in this fucked society have to work all day tomorrow and then pay our bills and get grocerie's and run to the bank and make dinner and take the kids to the park. Let's get real. An oligarchy of successors all from the same college, with many of the same ideals, all from rich families(it is truly hard to find a person who worked their way to that position these days), are just making the decisions to profit them. I personally feel that America is going to come under civil unrest soon, the economy will collapse as consumers and producers do not know where to invest their money. We will be given the illusion, just as we are now, as the bankers bitch about how OUR money is not in THEIR pockets, that we are in economic turmoil. These idiots thought that they could control our money forever, but now that we aren't spending, there need's to be some oil put on the bad spot. No interest is being gained, no investments to outside entities, these fools are actually having to try to budget within their means. OH NO! Congress can just "raise the debt ceiling" also known as "raise our spending limit", for simpler terms. If that isn't proof of the facade of money, we are all suppose to budget, yet government can just get more money? Fuck this system, I don't even want to put money into it to support it. Let's start a sustainable venture, possibly the largest ever, and prove that a small self governed state can actually run prosperously on it's own merit.
