SO, I went away for the weekend and it was fucking freezing where i was and i've been sick since i got back. Until now i thought that it was just because of the cold but i haven't had a fever and i cannot stop sweating/getting the chills. Before the weekend i had been taking about 2mg of suboxone a day, and I did H for 3 days of the weekend. Problem is i got these really shitty short needles (31 guage) and i missed a couple times. so ive been back to taking my suboxone and i cant tell if its helping me, if i am really sick, or if i am withdrawing and not taking enough sub. So my question is: could there still be H floating around in my arm being slowly released into my body and interfering with my suboxone causing constant withdrawals? I know its a stretch but i dont know what else to think at this point
ugh i got those same pinz a few weeks back. i think they are like 1/4" or some crap like that. total waste, i couldn't get a shot off, kept missing, ended up throwing em out and had to drive endlessly to find the 29 1/2"s. after you did the h, did you immediately feel sick so you took the subs? i would have waited a little bit but that's just me. i normally don't start to get sick for 24 hours or so. like the last poster said, that shit doesn't stay around for too long unless there's a bunch and chances are that it's an abcess at that point. hopefully you don't have one. i was able to get some powder last week (a west coast rarity) and i missed a fat shot in my friend's arm. that powder doesn't burn anywhere near tar!!! no abscess, nada. same thing would've happened with tar and it would've been infection for sure. technically if there was h being slowly released into your system, the naloxone would precipitate withdrawal. do you still have a lump in your arm?? i once had an iv in the hospital that i ripped halfway out in my sleep. i woke up and a whole bag of saline had filled up my wrist. all of the bag was emptied subcutaneously while i slept. it was pretty foul, i could literally squish my wrist but it looked worse than what it was. it didn't hurt at all. anyways, it took 24 hours for the saline to dissipate back into my body, i don't see why h would be any different (except for the fact that the saline was sterile and h is far from it).
man thats nasty. I figured out the trick with those needles is to go close to straight in...its the only way. the lumps are gone no abscesses or anything like that. I felt sick the morning after..i woke up and puked and was just plain cold after that. THe only thing im thinking is that during those three days i raised my tolerance so much that i didnt realize how much sub i needed to take. Though i think this is a mix of a decent cold and decent withdrawals. yesterday i took a little over a full sub and still felt kinda shitty, its like the core of me is frozen. either that or im sweating like mad. but yeah i mean the h is certainly gone by now my arms feel fine theres even no trace of a needle even being there. I guess ill just have to wait it out...
glad you're ok! i'll have to go straight in w/those 5/16th's from now on. hopefully i don't go in the pharmacy baked off my ass next time either. i saw 5/16 and was thinking this is great, 1 stop and i got what i needed (the pharmacies around here suck and generally give you shit when you buy needles). then i got home and was ready to fix when i realized i needed 5/8's not 5/16!! oh well this is what happens when ya play with pins! on a higher note, i ran into some powder which on the west coast (where I live) is a complete rarity. also i ran into some tar that was some of the best i've ever had. dope's been excellent around here lately but for some reason it's been like a 4 hour wait from the same dealers that usually take 15 minutes. oh well, what are ya going to do.
Damn it man... 4 hour wait for a dealer? That's mad crazy! My dealer simply sits at his house all day long and has other people serve us. I'm just wondering how long that's going to last. Regardless, the dope that I'm getting right now is such a waste of money. It's not easy to find it around here, where I'm from, either. It took me almost an entire year to find the dealer that I currently have.. shitty. It amazed me at how scarce dope is around here. I went down to Miami for a month and every block that I turned on I had someone coming up to me and asking me if I wanted any boy. "Ay' yea, I sure do there buddy!" I think the best, by far, dope that I've ever came across though was when I was in Colorado Springs. I just didn't want to leave that place. Ha. Just to make a long story short.. a memory just popped into my head. I was on my way back from Colorado on a Greyhound bus and coming back to Florida. I had just enough dope on me to get me to Florida w/o having to go through withdrawals. Well, needless to say, I ended up going into the bathroom to do a shot and just as I had everything setup and ready to go in my blickie, the bus made a turn and bam, there went all my dope.. straight in the toilet. I was so mad and didn't know what to do. Thankfully, I had someone with me that had extra dope. I wasn't about to go fishing for some damn dope in blue water. Who knows what would've happened then. Good times, hahaha.
Yeahhhh they're pretty bad about time over hear too...pretty much the same thing tonight, a 4 hour wait when he said 15 minutes. Its like shit keeps coming up with these guys i dont know. I live on the east coast and all ive seen is powder and its pretty good. I got some of the 5/8ths today and they actually seem a little long for me. Just had to get used to them after the 5/16ths i guess..
haha - I totally agree! That sucks about the dope flying right into the toilet bowl. I would of been pissed off if I was already ready and then 'BAM'! Did you start cursing out loud? lol....
lol i used to exclusively use the 31 gauge shorts. I'd buy a case of 100 at a time and use them just once then throw away... i never had any bruises or scars and was able to hide mt habbit untill it was (really) completely out of hand! but ya... missing will not cause you do WD longer than usual.
Haha, it went something like.. "nooooooo, what the fuckkkkkkkkkk maaaaaaan? Jesus fucking christ.. I'm gonna go murder this bus driver RIGHT NOW (as I was stomping up and down)!" Then I opened the door and simply talked to the person that was with me and said.. "I've got a problem.. give me some of your bags.. I promise I'll get you back as soon as we get there." Thankfully, he had some extra bags on him. We got into this huge ass debate on weather or not we should get extra dope for the three day bus ride or not. I'm glad that he went against my judgement and did it, just so I could sit back the remainder of the two days to constantly hear.. "I told you so.. you'd be so ill right now if I wouldn't of done that..." *shrugs* shit happens... haha, good times!
