okay, Im underemphasizing the "minor" part, because I know how serious opiate addiction can be. I've never been addicted to anything, well, besides weed if that counts, but lately I kinda been overdoing it. I did way too much oxy on monday, and last night, I did a little, maybe 80mg compared to like 150 on monday, and those 80mg made me feel better than the 150mg. The 150 was just too much.. Im goin through a lil dilemma... although its not as bad as it sounds. All of a sudden, I got the urge to use again. Tonight. Last night was magical, and I enjoyed that low/moderate dose a lot. Im getting the urge to do it again tonight because honestly, I got nothing else to do. I dont be going out that much, for Im scared to fuck up my probation, and staying at my cousins house (got kicked outta mine, whole nother story) watching movies is just sooooooo much funner on oxy. and the problem is that maybe Im starting to get addicted, but the reason I call it a minor problem is that I have no way of obtaining more opiates once this batch is gone. Im gonna HAVE to stop cold turkey. So its really only a minor addiction problem because I already accepted that fact; Im eventually gonna run out and have no choice but to quit completely. But damn.. do you think I should dose up tonight? Im gonna be bored watching a movie on my cousins couch. I could go to Coconut Grove and go clubbing but my intuition tells me its better to just law low and stay home for the next two months, cuz I might be getting off probation, than fuck up and go to prison for over a year. So what should I do..?