MDMA (alone at home)

anyone ever tried doing mdma while staying at home alone? unlike most people i prefer to do mdma and chill with my friends at my house, dnt like going out clubbing, raves etc while rolling... anyways ive never tried doing it when im all alone... anyone ever tried it? how did it feel? how was the experience like? personally i love doin drugs alone, i even prefer doing cocaine alone at home, not on a night out.. with mdma im not sure how it would be like...

 

well....


there's only one way to find out

 

ive done it and i def enjoyed it but i feel like u need people around u to thoroughly enjoy. lmao i kinda felt silly cuz i was blastin trance and jus rollin balls squirmin around. but it def was a good time.

 

about to now with pure molly...

 

So... How'd it go?

 

molly=chill

pills usually have too much stimulation

 

dude i did it for my first time home alone, just went for a 1hr walk on the peak outside at midnight in winter

second time, peaking in bed listening to music

third time, walking with my friend in a park and talking

molly is chiiiiiiiiiill

i can say with no exaggeration that it's possible to fall asleep during the peak. You just really don't want to *

you will have a BLAST, I am the same way, I prefer drugs alone, spirit of exploration.

* at low doses, ~100mg. Obviously if you take 500mg or something you are gonna be quite wired, but even then only for 4-5 hours.

 

When you get REAL MOLLY, not cut pills, you will find that it is a VERY relaxed and chilled out experience. It is AWESOME.

I prefer chilling at home with close friends, spinning records, and having a meaningful night with my buddies over going balls-to-the-wall at a club. That's still nice...but I only like that with SELECT musical performances (Mark Farina...Deep Dish...etc.)

 

its was the best experience in my life when it comes to drugs... however the next day was SHIT!!! now i remeber why i hate mdma... benzos and opiates over mdma anytime...

 

come to think about it I LOVE MDMA!!! lol.. we all have this love hate relationship with mdma, dnt we? the best thing i gained from my experiemce yesterday which u cnt get from doing mdma on a night out or with friends... is that i learned to love myself. not people around me, not the world, but myself... u have to love urself b4 u love anything else, and when u truly love urself, love floats around u, u will inevetibaly love everything else... yesterday i found out that im a soul not a body, a lovely soul...

 

Dude you just named the two most profound realizations i had in the last few months. Molly taught me that when I learn to love myself, that's when I truly understand what love is and can properly share it with other beings.

And to learn that you are not your body, you have your body . . . you are not your mind, you have your mind . . . you are That (soul, consciousness, whatever word)

acid taught me that one. Congratulations. Solitary trips with Molly are incredible!!

Oh and dude, there are simple things you can do to mediate the hangover. -AFTER- your trip, saturate your body with antioxidants (vitamin c, green tea (remember it has caffeine), etc), and also load yourself up with 5htp (available in health supplement stores) afterwards and for like 5 days nightly.

Doing that my 'crashes' are truly minimal and often unnoticeable from just a slightly 'off' day, the kind you have every now and then anyways.

But yeah the combination of learning Thou Art That, and loving yourself, means that you love yourself, you love everything in the universe, and thou art that, everything in the universe loves you, and it's all just a big orgy of love.

isn't it almost stupid, how beautiful it is?

 

lol i was just talking about this to a friend of mine tday. we had a really nice convo about how one nneds to love themselves in order to even start to appreciate everything this beautiful world has to offer
:cheers2: to all you great folk out there!

 

i was loadin myself with 5 htp, l tyrosine, multivitamins for 2 weeks..

 

post loading is more important than preloading. preloading -may- help make it stronger (for like 50% of people it makes it weaker though!), but postloading is what helps your serotonin bounce right back up.

 

how the fuck are you going to say benzos are better than mdma, gtfo of the drug world, lol.

i haven't done it completely by myself except when i left my friend's house like 3 hours in and was rolling face feeling mad good on the subway in the ghetto with everyone being like what is with this dude.

and this one girl who just missed the train looked and waved at me and i felt mad good for some reason, then went home and just chilled in bed with this other girl.

had to be one of the best times rolling, and i have never ever, had a roll as clean and that made me feel like my whole body was orgasming.

 

opiates and benzos take u into ur mothers womb, for free... mdma takes u into ur wifes/ gfs pussy and charges sky high prices... opiates and benzos r like taking a hot shower on a cold winter and mdma is like taking a cold shower on a hot summer... opiates and benzos r batman, mdma is superman... opiates and benzos r mother teresa mdma is pamela anderson... we all have the same goal, sleeping at the end of day.. i love personal highs...

 

however im pretty sure mdma/ketamine/with a little bit of ghb would be a futristic improved speedball on steroids KOing the traditional speedball (heroin/coke)... never tried ghb though cnt find it..

 

my how that sounds like such a novel idea! lol i can get everything except the mdma right now. i can get molly its jus not up to par im afraid. but i will def have to give that combo a try in the coming months. :cheers2:

 

becareful with the ghb amount though, ket and g r both depressants... i imagine this combo is cosmic sex!

 

yea mos def. this kind of combo i feel is gonna take some fiddling to get it perfect