Hey, Lately I've been jerking off to girls I use to go to high school with for some reason. I started recently for some reason and have been having some great releases. Anyone else has/do this. I have no idea why but I been using them as mental material now. And if you did/do who was it to usually?
Lol wow even when I was dating chicks from my high school, I didn't masturbate to them. I just find that a little odd. But maybe that's because deep down I'm still a cynical bitch with a misanthropy problem. lol But truthfully, everyone I went to school with was gross. I went to three different schools in my lifetime: one was in the sticks, the second was in the ghetto near where I lived, and the third was in a town small enough to call a village where everyone is now a Trump supporter and shoots domesticated animals for sport. I'm not really attracted to them. lol
that's where i went to high school too. first, a lot of them were still really physically attractive. and second, not every single person in such villages is such an idiot; about half of them leave town after high school, never to return. it's just the sad fucks that stick around that are what you described.
I admire your outlook. You've never been to my town, though! Lol! I mean, there were a few decent folks, but because it was near a military base, most of them were outsiders and left within a year or two. A lot of my old friends and exes ended up in Belgium or Korea, and we just lost touch. So, no, not even everyone who lived there was a total loser, but about 99% of them were. Even a girl who used to be my best friend and was almost as good as I was academically (I'm not saying that to inflate myself lol) is now giving up on her dreams to maintain an abusive relationship. Pretty much everyone who ends up in that town gets infected by it, and it sucks. Luckily my mom pulled me out of public school before my junior year.
People who were hot and extremely popular in high school were mostly people who peaked too early, and now they're pathetic losers. Their best pics are in your yearbook, along with their best memories and accomplishments. My high school years were spent in a town of about 20,000. If you're not familiar with those, (unless they're bedroom communities for another place) that's just big enough to be the worst of both worlds; big enough to have big city crime problems and suburban alienation, but not big enough to offer interesting activities and events.