She told me to fuck off, but come vist her again when I am mentally and/or emotionaly stable enough to enjoy her.
Yeah I've been smoking for 2 years but lately its been different. I get more paranoid, anxious and depressed than I do when I'm straight. I was High (actually low) and it was like the plant said "Child, get your shit together, you can't respect and love me when you're like this." < picture a blunt saying this to you...lol. I'm seeing a psychiatrist soon (takes for-fucking-ever to get an appointment) and once I'm feeling good again I'll pick up the blunt and smoke for new beginnings.
Been there, man. It's definitely worth it to take a break. I had a series of bad sessions because I wasn't right mentally and emotionally. Took some time off, until the depression lifted and it did the trick. Mary Jane is a fickle lover, treat her right and she'll treat you right. Being in a sound emotional health when smoking is part of it. Good luck man.
