I've had this down for a long time. It's time to let it out. A while back, I was dating this girl who was just, phenominal(sp?). I loved her more than anything. But, one night, she told me she couldn't go to a dance with me, and I was like, that's cool, I guess. She ended up going to a movie with her ex-boyfriend. I was LIVID! I felt betrayed to no end! I was on the verge of suicide. At the after party, I had brought a 24 case of Keystone, and started slamming back beers. Sitting on the back porch, my friend came out, and asked me what was up. I explained the whole situation, and he was really shocked. He says, "here man, smoke some of this". I think he's going for a cigarette, but he pulls out this fat ass joint. He tells me it's the finest bud he could get a hold of. I didn't normally smoke bud, I had before. I light up, draw, and shudder. This was no normal herb. This was a life changing joint. From that point, I started smoking every other day or so. I did that until I could get some therapy. The weed kept me from suicide that whole time. A period of 6 months or so. I finally got my problems sorted out, and here I sit. Cannabis will always be a part of my life. Now I use it for yoga, meditation, and every now and then, recreation. Marijuana helped me, and it can help you to!
Well, I don't usually get in fights, so I had him jumped by some rather violent friends of mine. It was pretty hardcore.
aha cool. I feel bad about your situation though. If that happened to me I would be in bed getting high for a couple of months straight. Glad to hear its better now though.
Suicide?!? You seem too dependent on that bitch. She was a bitch, obviously. You deserve better. You seem like a nice enough dude. Enjoy the pot. Forget the bitch. If she ever does try to come back, just ask for a blowjob first. When that's done, cum on her face and leave. *be sure to smack her with your cock a few times too* :X Never again depend on someone else unless you have to (i.e. in a nursing home getting your ass wiped, etc.)
