So today I went to an AA and an MA meeting with my best friend, well she used to be my best friend, I guess she kinda still is. Anyway she just got out of rehab and she has to go to a couple meetings each day AND go to outpatient rehab (all for smoking weed...she was a cokehead last year but not any more...kinda crazy that she has to do all this shit) so after the MA meeting we started talknig to this guy. he was like 25. we were walking along smoking cigarettes and he was like "guys.. i relapsed." and we were like waht do you mean? and he pulls out a huge bag of weed. he asked if any of us had a piece, i was liek "nah man the police took mine" so we talked for a while and i ended up rolling him a blunt. He asked if we wanted to smoke but my friend said no (she wants to stay sober I guess, and her parents were gunna drug test her after she chilled with me cuz im a 'bad influence') so I said no too cause i felt bad being high around her when she couldn't blaze as well. well in the end he just gave us the rest of the weed that wouldn't fit in the blunt. so i kept it. i couldn't go out tonnight cause i'm still partially grounded. but it's all good, i'ma get highhh tonight! I love getting free weed. anything like this happen to anyone els? Also, MA got me thinking, is marijuana really an addiction? damn like i know some poeple take it to the extreme (me includeD) but idk i feel weird saying "i'm laila and i'm a marijuana addict" like hell naw. i've always said i don't do drugs, i just smoke weed. (which isn't true, but whatever..)
haha that's cool. I've gotten a lot of free weed, but hardly ever from someone I don't know. If someone is getting free weed from a random stranger....I'm usually the random stranger:spliff: And yes, weed is psychologically addictive. I'm addicted. I need to be stoned to feel normal; therefore, I consider myself psychologically addicted to marijuana. I wouldn't have it any other way though. It's one of those things I don't mind being addicted to, because I'm gonna smoke, regardless.
i never give me weed out to people i don't know. and yeah well I guess I'm technically addicted but i also don't think its a problem. and to coralreefer and i shade, that's what i said too when i first heard of it!!! but i mean most people there were also addicted to other drugs or alcoholics or something.
Some people actually use marijuana in a destructive way. They let it come before more important things in their lives that should come first. In those cases, marijuana becomes a problem and rehabilitation may be necessary. I used to be that way. Instead of paying my bills/fines....my money would be gone as soon as I got it because I spent it on weed. Marijuana is basically harmless, but in can be destructive, if your priorities aren't in order, financially speaking.
^ I guess that's true. but anything could be an addiction, you just have to have the right priorities i guess...
Yep. Anything can be an addiction. Hell, I know plenty of people who are addicted to coffee, but that's not expensive enough to be an issue. I'm a Hip Forums addict, myself. haha
yeah lol i can see by ur post count. u joined 868 days ago and you have 13,616 posts. So you make 15 posts EVERY SINGLE DAY. Shit son.
I guess I am not much of a pot head but I remember when I couldnt sleep without being high. I stopped smoking for a while and trained myself to sleep sober again. Its just to damn expensive to smoke everday. Especially if you are like me and wont smoke mids. I can only smoke high grade.
Here's how coke has almost destryed my group of friends. Here's my friends idea of a fun Tuesday night: Why dont we get a half a half gram of whites guys?? (while saying that to four people). Or here's him on a Saturday (they have more money on weekends) Why dont we get a gram? Come on man (saying that to eight people) And here's him when I decide to split on a gram between me and my friend: Aww come on I always give you free shit (I dont give him any unless he pays 5 a line) So now I have a friend who owes me $25. I could easily just beat the shit out of him everytime I see him because he's way smaller than me. But I've decided to just cut him from coke for now on. Me and my friends all talked about this and we arent going to be doing coke in his presence anymore. This is why I only do it once a month, usually every other month. Evil drug for those who can't handle it.
that's random, but that does suck. no one owes me moneyyy (except a couple people owe me packs of cigarettes but oh well), and i don't owe anyone money. my friend owes a drug dealer like $60 though. she's owed it to him for like over a month. if i was him i'd beat her ass.
lol I was wondering how that could've been random since you mentioed it. But really, as long as you can control it theres no real problem... Well except for heart attacks and such but I dont worry about those things. if I do I just keep thinking about it and cant have a good time.
yeah, it's kinda under control. I don't even plan on living much past 30. so whatever. i need a job though. i feel like i'm making my parents poor haha.
Why not? You'll never be able to get stoned when your 80 and yell at kids for being on your lawn. Thats what I'm gonna do. Smoke a joint then wait on my porch and wait some kids to get even remotley close to my lawn then yell and call them whipersnappers. I always feel like I make my parents poor, because they still give me an allowance (I dont know why I'm too old for it) but I have to go along with it because I always have lots of money (dealing) but the money isn't mine because usually I have to pay someone back, but still it brings in good money. My parents know i smoke weed and dont care, because my dad does too. They dont know I deal though and they'd flip if they found out (for obvious reasons) So when they give me the money I always put it back in their coat pocket or I'll go and by groceries so I dont feel guilty.
Well it's not like once I hit 30 i'ma pull out a gun and kill myself. but i just don't think i'll make it till then. i'm too dumb/try to many things. but yeah if i get really old fuck it i'm going to become the biggest druggie ever like whatever i wanna do i'll do it cause at that point it doesn't even matter. but yeah, I deal like here and there to dumb kids i can rip off easily, but i'm not like a dealer. however my mom did search my stuff once and asked how i got so much money (it was only like $30) but i just told her i've been saving up change and i got it cashed in the other day. cuz she knows i save change. my parents think i've quit smoking weed completely. but they're hypocrites because my dad smokes weed, does coke, and does heroin but he just sides with my mom on everything. and she's super uptight about drugs and shit.
Your dad does thoes things? Well I can't say he shouldn't do that because I do those (except heroin, I couldnt I fucking hate needles) but he shouldn't let you see him do those things or even know about them forr the matter. Just control yourself and you'll be fine. Just stay away from the wrong people. Theres two kinds of drug users. The ones that can afford and control. And the ones that can't do one of those two. Well thats sort of like three so lets say there's 2.5 kinds lol. Does your dad have a steady job? because as long as he's paying the bills and putting food on the table there isn't really a problem with smoking a joint once in a bit.