Marijuana Activated Trip

So I took acid about 4 times. The 1st time was with my brother and was the most I’ve ever taken (2tabs)

I can NEVER take it again I feel. Sooo..THIS is what happens. Anytime I stop smoking weed and start again....I have som type of psychedelic experience that scares the shit outta me. After getting high, whatever conversation is going on no matter who’s talking or how many people there are...They are ALL talking about me having a trip or going back to a state where I trip. It is extremely unpleasant because NO MATTER what is being said...it’s as if my mind is translating EVERYTHING to talk to me...as if the World is revolving around me. The only way to stop it is to remove myself from the room (abruptly) or focus on something else completely like a YouTube video, which is what I’ve used a few times before. It’s soo scary bcuz with my brother who I first dropped with..It’s intensified. BASICALLY, when I smoke cannabis after detoxing for awhile I have a Psychedelic Experience that is consistently TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING, or Trying to get me to the point of absolute SOMETHING that I don’t know of. Meaning...If I were to give in and listen...I feel I would have a panic attack of som sort and it’s scary as shit. It’s as if the world revolves around me in those moments. It’s soo strong to where if I don’t take any action to block out what’s being said and listen intently, it feels as tho I’m going to die. It can happen with any person in the world I presume. Idk what’s going on, it makes me scared to stop smoking bcuz what if I start again...it scares me to start smoking bcuz what if I stop. I really need someone to help explain what’s happening. So eager for a reply that can explain this...I’ll cash app the person with the best response. Please Help ! MARIJUANA ACTIVATED

 

Find a cannabis strain that is equal amount CBD to THC what is happening is the high THC cannabis you're using is making you paranoid

 

youyare obviously very susceptible to paranoia - may u should just find an alternative.....stick to alcohol?

simon

 

No, I think I know what it is. it happened again last night when I was at the Moneybagg Yo concert...It’s me inducing my own Ego Death...but I rejected it once again. Too scary.