So I've only tripped a handful of times, and I do it for the right reasons, but no matter what my mind always gets caught up running in circles and i get all depressed and lonely and focused on the negative. I try and I try to let go and I try to change my thought patterns but I just cant seem to do it. I definitely don't regret any of my trips, as when its all over i am extremely grateful for the insight, and I believe that I am changed for the better... Anyway, I'm wondering if I took a bigger dose, maybe I would be more caught up in the trip, and I wouldn't really have the capacity (for lack of a better word) to get caught up in these thought patterns. Whenever I've tripped I've gotten the impression that I'm being called to do more and that I'm ready to experience it to the fullest. I guess I know the answer but I'm just looking for others to confirm. By the way my doses are like 1-2 hits of acid and 2-3 grams of mushrooms.