After a phone conversation with a friend I've known since I was 3 years old (20 years...can you believe that???), I finally think I know what it's like to feel real true love outside of a male-female romantic relationship. She is amazing and is such a good person and I want nothing more than the best for her. She deserves it. I'd totally die for her. What a crazy feeling. I love her...and not in that homosexual kind of way, either.