I can't explain that, I love two people. Really differently, but I love two guys a lot. One, was macho and have a differently vision of love, educaton, friendship and life that I have difficulty to support when I was officialy whit him because I can see do my life whit him.So, we was friend, but strangly friend, we don't sleep together but was really next one of other.We have a really good complicity and can resist to hung and to kiss us. We see like a really couple, but when we really was togeher it dont work. We love us, but can't be togeher.So, he is me friend, but to familiar that I can have a boyfriend. The problem was there.I love a other guys, I was really attract by him, i can talk to him of all my problem, but necessary, He don't accept that a other guys was there. I was really confusing I can't thinking that I really love two guys. I need your opinion P.s. If it's have some error on my message it's because I'm not exactly bilingual and I prefer to talk in french P.s.² If some of you can read in french, that a article on this subjet http://www.doctissimo.fr/html/sexualite/mag_2002/mag0621/se_5634_marie_deux_amours.htm thank of your help!