The love that burns but never knows me The one that I've been told was there Was not The happiness I have never known I could never know Across the cold icy ground Like an endless torment That I willingly accept Laying in the path of this feeling And run over I can not get out of the feeling I can not pull out Mental delusions or real feeling I stumble bent and haggard. I don't remember the beggining And I know only fear and torment Persecuted and spit on Taken to the dregs of human knowledge Thrown to the dogs. A hopeful thought of redemption Occurs to me in splended white And baths me in cool water The infant comfort and tranquility Lifes' lessons are numerous But this current one is a biggie Can I survive this tempting test This love lust quest and contemplation. The cool water on my brow The comfort of this love The happiness inside tells me I have to hang in there And never give up. A good start goes not to the dregs Nor the dogs Only memories and dreams Comfort this worn out soul. Can this future secure around my neck some symbol I can not cry yet tears flow The year is ending so slowly Yet I would sell my soul for a minute more In the end and I am sure The feelings I have are just that But in the end they are the only thing that is real.
Very opposing view from the other poem. I like this one alot though. I feel like it almost completes the puzzle, so to speak.
the gain so tremendous the loss so near unbearable the lessons innumerable one minute more the urgency and desire to have one more untainted moment your warm hands on my back instill comfort and desire an immediate physical, emotional, spiritual peace thank you for your love thank for you humor thank you for an amazing year of love, anger, desire, distrust, laughter, passion and certainty so many warm and peaceful moments reflect the equality between love that deserved to be held in the highest esteem nurtured with kind words and gentle actions 'whatever it takes, my love' i hate i hate to hate i hate the illness i hate the obstacle course how difficult is it to be true drop all of the facades does the vulnerability become too intense is it possible to turn back time return to a love that shone so brightly not so very long ago memories scar my heart i would not trade those scars they soothe my ache my heart grows larger just from knowing you N
Have you ever loved someone so much that when you sleep, you sleep forehead to forehead? Have you ever loved someone so much that you fall asleep talking late into the night forehead to forehead? Have you ever loved someone so much that as you sleep your inhale is his exhale and his exhale is your inhale? Have you ever loved someone so much that you are willing to co-create love, understanding, support, and desire everyday? Trekker and I have chosen to spend each day with each other revelling in the love we have for each other and the love we have for ALL. We met on the forums 2 years ago and it has been and continues to be a fun, exhilarating, angering, passionate and loving relationship. Our upcoming nuptuals will occur in April 2008. Thanks to everyone who has supported us through these years (both on the forums, in person and by phone - you know who you are ). Find your bliss, work for it, share it, live it!!
