I don't know what the deal is, maybe I should learn to get over it, but it makes me feel insecure when my boyfriend talks about other girls or there are other hot girls in the room. I'm cute, pretty, beutiful, whatever... but I'm not hot, you know what i'm talking about? I'm not skinny, but I'm not fat, and I will never be that hot girl that every man dreams about. How do I deal with this? I hate porn for the simple fact that my boyfriend loves it, it just makes me sick to think that he's fantasizing about another woman other than me. I mean, I do look at other guys but I don't think about having sex with them in my mind like he does with girls. He couldn't believe that I don't think about fucking other guys the way he thinks about fucking the shit out of other girls. What the fuck? Maybe b/c I'm content although he says he is. I know he is and other than this little situation that pops up occationally we have a good relationship. I've just been down about it latley.