I am really confused, really dont know what I want. Met a guy on Friday night, we kissed didnt mind kissing him, but talking to him, meeting him another night for a drink or meal, then no... because I dont think I fancied him. My friends on Friday night are like 'yes we have to find you a man tonight, we dont know what you want.. yes you'll kiss guys on nights out then nothing comes of it?' On Saturday I was out again, with different friends, new people. I got REALLY drunk I think, i vaguely remember a small kiss with my friends friend up at the bar, but I really cant remember. I think she pouted like she was gunna kiss me and I think i kissed her.. i dunno? Then I think this random guy came over and was like 'oh you so like her'.. think thats what he said.. then i'm like 'no what you talking about' and hes like 'im gunna tell her' argh lol.. i wish i could actually remember.. My friends friend is a straight girl, i think, but i've heard stories that one night she was at a gay club with my friend and was kising my friends lesbian friend. My friends lesbian friend said that the girl never even mentioned she was straight. I think I would prefer for someone to ask if i was gay/bi.. rather than me haviing to 'come out' as it were..
