Let me see, let me see, how shall I

start? If I say stop the violence I won't chart.
Maybe I should write songs like Mozart,
Cause many people don't believe, rap is an art.

Yeah I really don't know. I have had good experience in the field of relationships. I ended one that I was in months ago because there was this feeling inside that kept telling me I need to break up with her. So I broke up with her (Abby), it started a cycle of getting back together and whatnot along with a lot of pain. I ended up breaking up with her five times until it was actually over. After it was completely finished, her mom and I were talking about Abby and she let me know about who she really is. Complete shocker to me that she is a liar and a thief. She has been that way her entire life. Talking with Abby a while after our relationship, she appeared a complete different person (not in a good way).
I can honestly say that I love her though. I understand that we are definitely not meant to be, but I still love her.
Everyone I have met or been with after Abby has not been fruitful.... at all. Just a bunch of nothingness. From that relationship I know now that shared passion between two people is very fucking rare.
The way things seem to be going now in my relationship world is strange. It is as if God doesn't want me to be in one, to just focus on myself and learn to love me. I can jive with that, it's no big deal.
I'm still open to dating and whatnot, more learning experience.
Maybe my future partner is a HipForums member!
I don't know, :]'s @ the KRS-One intro.

 

I can totally relate. Everytime a potential relationship can happen, its like god comes down and stops it for me. It's annoying sometimes, but I've grown a lot because of it.