I am in along term relationship for over 7 years with have 3 children together and 3 step children who have disabilities (mental health ) over the years things have got from bad to worse with the sexual contact together.. when we got together it’s was a cloud I just can’t out from a unhappy marriage and had been speaking to my current partner for long time .. she had finished a shit relationship with a alcoholic and we met up few time for a chat and got close we met up At her house and it lead to having sex it was good but not amazing.. I normally go for Older women than my self I feel more attracted to them .. so we got together one thing leads to another within a year we have our first child together and now 7 years down the line we have 3 now ? But as years gone on our sexual contact has stopped as she doesn’t want to she makes excuses like it’s my weight I am in lots of pain from my back which I hate being rejected.. then I have to go and masterbate .. I have signed up to several fuck buddy sites and get lots of messages what these women have my sexual needs which are liked mined as me but I won’t pay the fee to have the privilege of chatting with them .. I have taken a unhealthy liking to my neighbor who is 30 with kids I found her hot she isn’t the most good looking but I think she would fuck the arse off .. I am hoping at so point we could talk see if we would click .. don’t get me wrong I don’t want a relationship with her just sex .. also I heard my sister in-laws girl friend approach her daughters boyfriend while he was in the shower she is bio and hasn’t had a man for years ? I like to find out if she would fuck .. is this wrong but I am so sexual strurved I want to have a brilliant sex sessions and not boring and plain sex I have had for years .. I love to do oral and receive too but have had also I love to do anal which she doesn’t .. I like to fuck a women by Give all her holes a goof fuck at the same time I love a women to squirt so I can drink all I ask is to have a exciting sex sessions .. I don’t want to leave my partner as she is struggling with mental health and kids need my support am I being selfish and unloyal To my partner can anyone help me with some advice
If you want to spice up your love life with your long term partner, I recommend sexcourses.tv. But if you want out of the relationship I suggest being honest and trying to make the best of a hard situation. Wherever you end up, I wish you the best!
