i had a not dream...more like a really strong feeling, or premonition sorda...? i dont know. all i know is that i really feel like im going to die before tuesday. i desperatly dont want to die. has anyone been through this?...and survived? any advice? im terrified.
Hi there shas, i think the dream just asks you to change in a way that you fully can embrace whatever comes. Imagine you change all the time anyway. Death is but change, too. So this is about life as much. Will you survive is maybe not the question but will you live what is yours, and not confine yourself by fears. We walk close to death all the time. Maybe the only thing to fear is to loose it out of sight. So no matter what will be next tuesday, walk in the wonder and wholeness of who you are, and be true ... honour and embrace life with all you are, want to be and are capable of becoming. Thank you for the post.
that sounds like a good way to go... but after talking to others and a lot of talking to myself, i realized i am probably just anticipating a let down this weekend. this weekend is supposed to be really fun, i have a couple parties im planning to go to, halloween parade in hollywood, and my birthday on monday. im afraid that everytime i make plans for something, i get let down. plans NEVER work. and since i had SO many fun things planned for this weekend, it would be the ULTIMATE let down, and what is a bigger dissapointment than death? so i think death is less likely at this point but even if it does happen...im ready i guess.
