The very statement shows that you are not krishna. The more you want to be krishna, the more maya will take hold of you. Pray to krishna for the sake of serving him, rather than being him.
What you do, do with heart, pleasure, gusto and enthusiasm, or don't do it at all. Better to wait till you're ready than to do a mediocre job.
Here are some things you may call me on our wedding night. Obi-Wan, Iron Man, Mr. Myxyxpitlyk, and of course, Big Poppa Smurf. - comic book guy
Thanks for helping me with my pet tiger, now he is very strong, healthy, happy, and he wants to eat me.