keep seeing the same visual

whenever im tripping on a high dose of acid or mushrooms i see a goddess looking lady and a fetus in EVERY single trip i have. I was peaking on mushrooms once listening to tool and i saw this fetus being filled with some kind of liquid, almost like it was my life experiences being pumped into it. I kept getting thoughts probed in my head "its almost ready". i also see a beautiful goddess lady usually blowing a kiss or something, my friend also sees this visual a lot and we refer to her as "the hot chick". I feel like this visual keeps showing me that i am going to be reborn after i die.

I recently smoked dmt for the first time and i couldnt gather the will to take the third hit and break through, but i took 2 really big ones. I instantly closed my eyes and boom, theres a fetus in front of my eyes then the hot chick appeared and started kissing the fetus, i got a really warm and inviting feeling seeing this visual and i was sure this ment life after death.

i guess the reason im bringing this up is because its a CONSTANT visual and anytime i "clock out" that is what i usually see. does anyone else see this visual or another constant visual that they see every trip?

 

I used to be sent to this space a lot on mushrooms, salvia, and even weed somtimes. It was all black with a giant street light. Actually sometimes it would be all black, sometimes it would be colorful, sometimes it would have a face, and sometimes it wouldn't resemble more of a stop light.

I think certain things we see though are like metaphors, once we understand the metaphor the vision may not arise like it once did. As you grow and progress new things will arise.

If it keeps appearing for a long time, it may be some kind of deep symbol, representing something of your inner being. It will most likely go as your trips evolve though.

 

yeah it's like a dude meditating, Hot chick with a fetus fetish would definitely be better than this meditating dude I see

 

this visual has been with me for 3 years now, granted ive only tripped for 4 years ha. but yea i feel like it has a deep meaning everytime i see it

 

whatever floats your boat home skillet

 

I've only had the same visuals once and that was probably because I did the exact same thing during the second trip

 

For me it is a pattern, that lets me know all is infinite.

 

yeah i never see discrete "things" like that, its always mathematical, metaphysical

 

Me and my friend have had the same shared trip at least twice on shrooms.

We look strange to each other (his face looks mask-like, but virtual-like; his explanations never do it for me), and we can't get over how strange the other person looks, and then we just can't stop talking about how different we look, and how we are in this same 'world'/'dimension' together (referring to the trip)

 

So far I've only had recurring visuals with 4-aco-dmt. It makes me sorta sleepy and sedated like shrooms can do to some people and always after the peak I start dosing off while still tripping and I get into this very lucid trance like state, especially if I take some melatonin which really kicks up the lucid visuals. I always see these elaborate animated scenes of battling space crafts or space stations in campy 2-D "Masters of the Universe" type animation.

I also see a pink and orange octopus every time, he's friendly and knows I'm there but he doesn't always look directly at me. He's more realistic looking, not cartoony, but his colors and movements look animated. Usually his tentacles will be waving and undulating around and then slowly start to multiply until thousands of flowing tentacles take up my entire visual field and envelope me. I have no idea what he could symbolize. He's my favorite recurring visual, I was just thinking the other day that I need a name for him.

 

Ive seen the DMT 'self transforming machine elves' twice now.

 

Ive seen alice and the white rabbit

 

I don't usually watch movies while tripping

 

i've had a recurring visual of being on the edge of infinity a few times. it's usually a CEV and kind of hard to explain. like, reality drops off and beyond is just infinite white light. kind of like standing on the edge of a cliff. i never jump off though.

maybe one day, but i wonder.. if i would ever return.

 

How about "mr wiggles" ?

 

NEITHER DO I THIS REFERS TO THE FACT I HAD THE ''MAD HATTER''
TABS DONT KNOW IF YOU KNOW THEM.

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i sometimes experience kind of the same thing, instead of like a cliff its a plug for me. At the very tip top peak of my acid trips ill sometimes feel this plug in the back of my head along with a feeling of needing to pull it out, similar to your "jumping off a cliff" i too have yet to do it, same worries

 

every single trip without doubt i see a geometric patter, sort of like a fractalled, circular continuing slightly squared DNA shape, which from the outside in fades from red through to red (black in the very centre) (like the hipforums logo top left, colourwise) it seems to be the curtain which creates everything i see whilst tripping, as if i look very deeply into my visuals it all comes back to this pattern, i also have a friend who gets this visual (realised when i described it too him on a trip he had which i was just watching)

 

ya ya

 

Just did DMT about 30 minutes ago for the first time in a couple months.
Immediately it felt very familiar. I can't really explain the sight, but I feel like I'm attending this very alien picnic type thing in nature in a totally different universe.