i don't know what it's like for some of you guys but after my first time dropping acid, i cant seem to go atleast 30 seconds without thinking very hard about my acid trip again or if im gonna have a flashback and all of these thoughts about acid and i do alot of things that takes my mind off everything but i still go back to thinking about it and i always listen to the music i was peaking to (pink floyd- darkside of the moon, the piper at the gates of dawn).. is anyone else like this in a way?
Hmm, I'm not sure if you're saying that you wish you could stop thinking about it, or if you are just curious whether it's happened to anyone else. Certainly, I thought a lot about my first (and so far only) trip for about a week afterwards, and it tapered off from there. If you are scared of flashbacks, the last thing you want to do is think about acid and flashbacks all the time. I would just get reabsorbed into your hobbies and interests, whatever they are, and avoid listening to trippy music and stuff for a while if you really want to get it off your mind. For goodness' sake, don't listen to the music you listened to while you tripped. Don't read about acid on erowid all day or come to this forum. I'm sure your mind will drift away from the experience in no time (just in time to trip again haha).
It will fade away. Just go about your life and your daily tasks as usual. Hey LSD is like your very first roller coaster ride so to speak; after the ride is over you'll think about how awesome feeling it was. Flashbacks! Hey no need to worry about that, i never ever had one, i think it's myth to scare newbies from using LSD. If your gonna think about it think about the new insights you have uncovered. Cheers
It's not a myth. Don't pull stuff like that out of your @$$, man. Everything wasn't a myth created by the government. Flashbacks, both in form of persisting visuals (Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder) and potentially traumatic "re-experiences" (akin to Post Traumatic Stress Disorder). I experienced both after having only one trip - mild visuals when tired, and one particularly horrifying flashback while smoking weed. Plus, the morning after one of my flashbacks I experienced a shocking instance of disassociation, despite being completely free of any marijuana intoxication. Obviously, this was related ot my flashback from the night before somehow. So, yeah, LSD isn't something to play around with, you have to be prepared for the fact that you are doing something very intense to your brain. This isn't like drinking or even doing a line of coke.
I agree, yes some visuals are normal, and perhaps a substantial portion of HPPD reports can be dismissed as an ordinary and harmless occurance, but some people definitely have more visuals than would normally occur. For instance, while I was tripping I spent a good bit of time on a bottom bunk bed, and the springs holding the mattress of the top bunk danced around, and for weeks afterwards (not sure about now, haven't been there) whenever I was really tired and zoned out, they would dance just like they did when I was tripping.
yes im like that, but les now...it was like id listen to this one song and stay like 10 minutes after in a trance so much it would connect to my acid trip, ...i would kinda *see* what the singer said, in different ways everytime its being a bit obsessive man...ask yoursaelf questions though if it takes you away from reality know wud i mean? like you are more in the flashbacks than in the reality...be careful...taking more lsd will worsen it, or whatever if you like it....at one point id smoke a joint and would go to bed and not being able to sleep for like 3 hours just because the pot started my mind like a fuckin rocket man id re live everything everything, paradoxal stuff as now i smoke it and takes 30 seconds before i goto sleep lol flashbacks are fake right man...you could get flashback from war, from your long painful crossing of the desert i guess...anything that got you deeeep inside the flashbacks personally i find it suits well two phenomenons i have...one is like yeah you start having visuals like on acid everything patternizes and stuff..the other its like a really crazy association of something with acid, or a very vivid souvenir, maybe its just the same as the first but less strong, cuz my hppd visuals accentuate also duringthis
After your first time having sex, how often did you think about it? Edit: I saw that you are only 15 so this question may not be relevent to you.
