Man, I can't even begin to explain how monumental this plant has become in my life. As a practicing herbalist I use a ton of plants on a day to day base, but this one is such a powerful anti-depressant and the euphoria can be awesome. If you have Netflix and don't know much about kratom watch "A Leaf Of Faith" its pretty informative. I've watched it a dozen times. I have a YouTube channel where I talk about herbs I'm using and books I'm buying so if you're interested please subscribe to my channel by searching: Jonathan Miles Berkland
Kratom seems like a really interesting plant alright. Is it legal where you are then? It's not here in Ireland unfortunately.