Just another person from planet earth...or am I?

Before posting my introduction I read several others to get an idea of what to write. Considering that I listed writing as one of my hobbies, that's kind of pathetic & I still didn't get any ideas but here I go anyway...

My name is Brittany & I'm 17, from New Zealand & seriously wondering why I bother to stay here on this earth. We live, we act like getting a piece of paper to say we can do a job is a big deal, we do the job resenting the hours it takes up, we retire knowing we wasted out life on this job & then we die, still alone as we've been for our entire lives. At least, that's how I see life, & sometimes I think the only reason I'm still here is because I'm too stubborn to change. In that situation though, some might not see that as a bad thing.

We live in a world where people feel better deceiving themselves & even if they don't know they're doing it, they do it everyday. I don't see the point in all of this. I try to live by the truth even though realizing the truth about life has contributed to my depression. When I die, I plan to leave a note to the world saying..."I told you so"...because eventually everything will reveal itself.

Anyway, hobbies? They don't really do anything for me anymore. I used to enjoy writing but now I just do it to pass the time of everyday. It's the same reason why I walk, not to look at the scenery but for something to do until I get to sleep again. Even sleeping is a drag though because I'm pretty sure I have reached the limitation in my dreams creativity. Hah, so I guess I've taken up forum posting...at least I'm not talking to myself.
I'm a vegetarian, which is really the only positive thing in my life. Animals keep me here on this depressing planet. They let me know that I don't have to live by all of these imaginary rules...& I can't eat the things that keep me here. I also don't eat eggs or dairy, but don't consider myself a vegan, only a vegan diet.
I also quit high school at 14. Other courses I've attempted I've either quit or failed. Everything seems like a waste of time including trying so hard to get that piece of paper to say I can do a skill. I know what I can do & I also know there comes a point where you just have to accept what's going to happen. We're all going to die.

Well, that's the introduction into my mind. If you read it all you must be seriously, seriously bored as even I find it unentertaining.
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