ive realised ive been hiding behind a facade on here

on the internet I think its really easy to adopt a personner that you feel you would rather be.
the thing is, Ive been a practising witch for over 11 years now, and its been the one constent and sure thing ive ever done with my life.
however ive realised recently that ive never been this sure about my sexuality and my gender, if I put on here that i'm a witch most people presume that I'm female.
then i make friends and have to tell them the truth that i'm male, I made an important decision recently, that I need to stop being ashamed of who iam am, so i'm putting in my profile that I'm male then theres no confusion, and that i'm a gay male.
after all, if i'm not ashamed why hide it on here, hell next i'll be posting pics!
S

 

I'm proud of you now go pick this or that!!!!!!!!!!

 

hey lyns, while i'm in a sensitive mood, I wanna say I don't think you deserved the shit that got thrown at you on here recently
S

 

thats good...you shouldn't be ashamed of who you are. happy that you've realized that

 

its taken me a bloody long time, but I'm getting there
S

 

its not how long it takes as long as you get there

 

I know that, that's why I didn't take it personally. Shit happens, people thrive on group mentality, gossip, and jealousy. Peopl don't know how to act when they are percieved to be perfect and project a perfect image and lose control. I feel sorry for them and that they have to hide behind a mask of fakeness. I want to shake them and tell them to be themselve's and get real. I may be materialistic at times, like to shop, not know how to do anything for myself, be ditzy at times and be a little spolied but I don't try to hide it. They're part of who I am and how can I change those parts if I don't acknoeledge them first? and some of them I don't want to change.

I knew you were a man the whole time and assumed you prefered men. I had a friend who used to live downstairs from us where I used to live and he came out of the closet a few years ago...we cracked up because we knew it since i was like 10...sometimes others accept and embrace us before we submit to self-acceptance.

 

see Samhain...he vvvvvvvvvv says one sentece but taught me my entire paragraph...it's maddening isn't it?

 

Samhain


Seriously. Congrats.

 

before I put on I was a witch people went ethier way, but after that most people thought I was female.
i think you got bullied that night, some people gave good advice, but most jumped on the bandwagon, cause it was easy to go along with it, ive been there when people have turned like that
anyway back to this or that....
S

 

*hugs, big, big hugs* THANKS

 

Ta!!!
S

 

I dont know what the hell is going on here, but I fully support your honesty. I thought you were a woman, but I've always wanted a gay friend ... yippppeeee!

Now how old are you? he he .....

 

i'm 30
S

 

ohhh that is old. sorry... I will have to say goodbye!

 

funny


I totally thought you were 20ish.

 

its my inner child, ive embraced it, in online dating if some one says they're 40ish it normally means they're 49
oh and warm hearted i'm not offended with your goodbye, just can't think of a good come back!
S

 

Well I alway thought you were a female.

I am ashamed of myself. I said some harsh things to Lynsey. My constructive critisism wasn't received very well nor was it explained very well. I've said I was sorry to Lynsey a few times but I'll say it again. I am sorry Lynsey.

Lynsey you do possess something I wish I had inside myself. You say what you want to say and it comes out in that special "Lynsey way".

I'm embarased I talked about my constipation problem with you Samhain. :&
I thought you were a girl. :&

 

well i'm also a nurse so it wasn't that inapproprate, why is it (maybe someone could enlighten me) that my female friends tell me when they've just started their period, i don't mind, but often its before hello!
S

 

I'm guess because you are a kind person and you probably have that look and feel about you that anyone could tell you anything and they know you'll accept it because it's who they are.