it seems like i never miss my exboyfriend until i am trying to go to sleep at night and then i cannot stop thinking about him and it keeps me from sleeping...so i get up and type here to try and drain myself of any remaining energy. it's his fault i can't sleep, and i suppose it's also my fault...but i would rather think of him during the daytime when i can distract myself easily...but for some reason i don't think of him at all most of the time anyway. just certain nights when i am very tired. blegh.
I have had similiar situations. Feeling lonely in the dark of my room. Or even compulsively fixating on disgusting, horrifying thoughts that i was able to distract myself from earlier on in the day. It's as if the little weaknesses within take that time (before sleep) to bare their ugly heads.
yeah those little weaknesses make me want to take some tylenol pm...but i like being awake during the morning, and it will knock me out so i might just try to think about bird...or just a big flock of birds flying over me
yeah better off just thinking about bird....his droppings are larger(probably), but easier to dodge, I am guessing..........
I think about my ex all the time and it sucks. But trying to go to sleep is the worst time. That's why I take Ambien.
since i spent 8.5 years with my ex, a year infatuated with him before that, then a year after trying to get away from him, it's impossible not to think of my ex. a large chunk of my sentient life was spent with him.
there are many lives to be lived ,.....before its over. you will meet the same ones over and over .....twice in one lifetime ...it happens ...but its too much to ask for ......patience ! there is soooo much to come !
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