Mostly looking for guys input only on this if u dont mind. I mean,like this; I schtooped her a few times,developed satrong feelings for her and then she would never see me again even tho I wanted too.Thats been a few months.But she wants to talk everyday on the web now, telling me stuff, almost as if i wrer a chick.I went along all this time hoping to get back into it, but she stood me up a cpl times already and i know she doesnt want to see me.I mean, its more of a big deal to me, not her , but Ive kinda stopped emails b4 and after awhile she'll email me. I think I should have never done it . right? In case u dont know im horrible with women, soo thats why Im asking. Whats going on studs? If im not mistaken, most ive talked to said to ditch the witch-stop answering emails and she will stop too.Anyway, its too late, shes leaving, but its crazy and I dont know what to make of her motives all this time. was it because she knew it was humiliating and got some weird pleasure from seeing me lose my dignity by doing this, or am i making a big deal outta nothing? This thing has done me a lot of emotional and physical harm.Its over, but now ive got to live with what transpired and thats whole differnt ball of wax.I cant just go out and find another girl either, cause i just cant. Ps, shes a real slut, probably stole from me at one point some drugs for her boyfirnd. I was doing little favours for her recently after she started talking to me on email again after her emails had dropped off while she was fcking the guy she liked instead of me -favouurs for her, like bring her food and booze, i dont see her, but i hide it for her-which i did several times recently after her boyfriend split, but now shes leaving the state tuesday to be with him again. I know what ur thinking-she was using me for favours, but no, i dont really think shes the type, i offered and there wasnt much esle to say so i shouldnt have mentioned that.