I am certainly not one to look a gift-horse in the mouth, but recently I have taken up writing my guardian angel and have noticed since then, some things have been happening that make me feel like someone has been watching over me... Which is exactly what I asked for, so no complaints! I just feel a little crazy, or like I've just been really lucky or that now because I am looking for patterns, of course I'm going to find them... Basically, I would really love to believe, but I don't want to delude myself. I have asked for help and protection for myself and others in my letters. One of the people I asked for help for was my ex-fiance's mother, whose husband is undergoing cancer treatments, whose daughter is struggling with depression and unemployment and acceptance since she came out a few years ago, whose job is threatened by office politics, whose family suffered a real blow when I left their son back in October (we are still friends, but I know he still hurts a lot, as do they, as I was pretty well assimilated into their family). I asked for help for her specifically, because I know she doesn't really have too many people to talk to aside from my ex, and he is dealing with his own things right now, so can't always be supportive when she needs it. I asked for my angel to speak with her angel and bring her something that would help. She teaches seminars in dealing with elderly family members with dementia and lately because of crap going on at work, people have been stifling her attempts at advancing in the field. One day, a woman with blonde hair approached her and asked her to teach a seminar at her facility for her boss. So she contacted the man at the number she left and asked if he would like her to do this. He said yes. So she went and taught the seminar and he was thrilled with her. She said to him "I just wish your associate could be here to see it since she referred me." He acted surprised and said he worked alone. He didn't have an assistant or anything, and did not recognize the description she gave. She never found out who the woman was and hasn't heard from her since. When my ex told me the story, I was floored. I told him I had written to my angel and that I asked for her to be taken care of. He told him mom, who believes in such things, and she was weirded out, but like me, wasn't going to complain. That's the most obvious thing that has happened. Usually it's little things like I'll get smacked with a bill and have no idea how I'm going to pay it and then lo and behold, a little windfall will appear that will be just enough to cover it, not a penny less or more. I love it, but I live paycheck to paycheck and don't want to get into the whole "God provides" camp, because it's true... until that one time when he doesn't. And then what do you do? So my question isn't really, am I protected and going to be all right always, because I don't feel like that would be fair. I don't expect that. My question is, am I manifesting these things through sheer force of will or is someone or something answering my letters?
Here is a thought: You are both protected and creating the energy around you. Imagine this as an embrace you are sharing with the universe. Because you are returning the embrace with your intentions and desire the universe is responding with its own intention and blessing. This is what it feels like to be tapped in to the power of creation. The universe has no need but does respond to desires from the heart. The other thing that is happening is you are ending one cycle and beginning another our spirits work on cycle vibrations and yours happens about every 4 years. Here your spirit seeks change. This cycle change can be both a blessing and frustrating. This is often like notes in a song. We are built and created from the vibration of sound. when you tap into your soul and spirit sound everything seems to click and you are playing "your Song" so to speak. The key to tapping in is being open honest and vulnerable. Love is who we are and we are here to grow in the understanding of love and compassion. You are also a Sensitive. Which means on several levels you feel deeply the energy around you and are drawn with an inner sacred hunger to share in or heal the journey. When you do not get specifics your power in creation is about getting your feelings and intent out to the universe. Thus your writing. As long as you choose to stay connected and within the Universe's embrace you will feel tapped in and connected. This is so for everyone. The Universe does not move away from the embrace....we do. The down side to all of this is when you curl up and close down you can become stagnet with energy and feel depressed and discouraged. The way out is to move the energy and sound inside you outside. Dace, writing, and music are places of power. Check out Sa Re Sa Sa meditation, alsoTransforming energy with Ramdesh, and Basia Bulat music. Know what is yours and what is not. You change the world by changing your own vibrations within. Blessing along your journey
I like that thought. Thank you for your response. I always have written my feelings out. It helps me form the swirling craziness in my head into fully formed ideas. I've always been better at communicating that way and thinking that way than flying off the cuff or general conversation. Since it has been what has helped me see the most results, I will continue to do it, but I don't think I could stop if I wanted to. Even if I'm not asking for anything, sometimes I just need to get things out of me so I can forget them. I have this need to record things... Anyway, done rambling. Thanks again!
I think there is something to this, although, I am not too sure what.....for a few days, I have been wanting to go out to the grocery store here to buy a bunch of fruit...They have the best fruit there, and it is a little distance away....not too close.......but I was planning to go there and pick out a bunch of fruit...........and wanting some of their fresh fruit....and wouldn't you know it....today, a gigantic fruit basket from this very store shows up here from my neighbors with not only a drawer full of fruit, but truffles, crackers, cheese, candy, pretzels and nuts........holy shit! (It was for Stan's mom's death....) My wish came true just like that, and I did not have to go anywhere for it..... Neighbors are always so thoughtful.......and we always get one of these beautiful fruit baskets for Christmas, as well..... I am glad you are getting helped by whatever energies there be......
