I feel so unbelievably plain that I have nothing to write about. It used to be that I could like... write a really good poem or song in about... 30 minutes... now it takes me... 3 days... to write utter crap.
I cannot wait til school starts again. Going to classes that are interesting is a hell of a lot better than going to a pointless job.
You know... i'd actually... rather have a job. I don't mean any job.. and not really for the money you know, but that would be nice... I'd just do it for what it offers... I really don't like the social atmosphere at school a whole lot. I know it's better than some. But I know i'll be wanting out then so I should enjoy it while I can still can.
I'm only glad to be going back to school because it is college. If I was going back to high school I'd probably kill myself.
I wanna go back to school because I am going to yet another school(3 high schools in 3 years woohoo!) and I havent been able to hang out with friends alot this summer because I have been somewhat grounded. But I know that when school starts I will want out, and Ill prolly be skipping half the year like I always do. But hey might as well enjoy your high school years like you want to enjoy them
im heading off to college too and im kind of excited about that but school just let out, so im still enjoying the vacation.
Yes... skipping school is smart!!! I'm sure you'll get into top quality colleges..but, hell, i'm sure you don't want to go to college anyhow...you'll just get a hippy van and travel around... until your money runs out...... have a fun 2 hours of traveling I also miss school because there i feel productive. I could also use a job, George, but... the pay in Honduras does not attract me ( much less than a dollar per hour, in a boring job). I'm better off sittin on my ass
You know, if I was doing something like oystering or something like that, I know i'd be paid minimum wage.... but it would make for an interesting job. But then again, I am a vegan and don't take kindly to commercial fishing and raping the Chesapeake Bay of its natural resources... I do odd little landscaping things here and there and had a business and built a few guitars for a short period of time, then as soon as I could legally get a job here at 14, I worked for about 3 months doing guitar repair work.... but I had to quit because of my mom's schedule. I just need something productive and constructive to do sometimes, solely for the money right now, just because I enjoy doing it.
well I have ways of making money, or I did before anyways. I have never had plans for getting into college or getting a high paying job, but I have never spent large amounts of money on things that I don't need.
I whant to go back to school and have my art classes together...i had more ideas of what to draw and paint over there than here in my house..
Well, you know, if you ever have anyone support, high income is surely something to consider, but you have to do what pleases you while planning for a future for yourself. I intend to, you know. But I really want to make myself happy too. I'm more of an artistic person when I have something to be artistic about (I need outside influences and experiences), but every single person... family, friends, people on the forums, teachers... etc. etc. always tell me to go into law or political science because that's the type of person I am...serious but with a strange sense of humor, and that sense of humor is brought out into paintings, drawings, and music....seriously... my art teacher actually gave me my own table to work at last year because everyone thought I was nuts. LMFAO... I would be painting and just stroking along with the brush and i'd stop and laugh my ass off... hysterically and falling into the floor.... that's mostly with my portraits and such... I tend to be a bit more serious with abstract and splatter art... I love splatter.... Jackson Pollockesque except minetend to be a bit brighter in tone...ugh ugh ugh... I bought a new easel (well.. it's actually a vintage easel) because my other one broke like.... 6 months ago and I haven't done anything since.... yay yay yay... now all I need are canvasses and paints but I'm being cheap and don't want to fork out for top dollar Windsor and Newton stuff. eh... I think i'll go with crayola. lmfao. ok... of to beddddddddd cold brrr.... ~ George
