a little down? Just curious...cause sitting infront of my computer listening to music has made me feel a little blue and lonely...maybe its because im usually out doing stuff on friday nights.
I'm a bit down, but not for such reasons.... Besides, I'm much too tired/sore to do anything else tonight...
i usually would take a walk and forget about be blue , thats what i would suggest, but like i said i enjoy being Alone
that is always a good thing to do in the summer, but right now its cold and snowing, so im trapped for the night. I really wish i could move to hawaii or somewhere warm...
Man Winter is the Most Beautiful Season, Everything peaceful, quiet good time to collect your throughts
I went to a hockey game tonight and my ex was there with my son. I didn't know they were going. It had me down for a few minutes -- we all used to go together -- but then I remembered that she's fucking psycho and I got over it.
very true, watching the snow collect onto the ground and the trees really seems to help ease my mind at times.
I'm feeling a bit lonely .. but still happy my parents are in mexico..as well as my grandmother and my aunt uncles and cousins... i was supposed to go..but then i got a new job and my boss said i couldn't go ..so i'm sad about that...so i'm all alone at home..and i live w/ my grandma during the week cuz i work up north and ..well she'll be gone all week.. so i'll be all alone again... all my friends work on the weekends i decided not to go on the road w/ groovatron this weekend cuz all the venues they play at suck.. so here i am..all alone...nothing to do...but sew and create..which is fabulous...but i don't even have any pot or anyone to talk to...
well i think one thing that just really helped me out right now about my deppresion is a good nights sleep! i actually got 11 hours asleep for the first time since i dont know when...but i feel refreshed and ready to do whatever today! i think im gonna try to get in contact with my friend and try to jam. hope everyone else who feels blue gets better soon
I'm a little better today... I'm feeling a little more upbeat right now. ugh... but I'm irritated... I can't find my live at the montreaux jazz fest DVD...
sometimes being in front of the computer does bring me down. However, I do like to be alone to reflect and such. Yesterday i had such a wild night i think that if i intern myself for 2 weeks I'll be alright with my memory and have a genuien smile pasted on my face