I can't go to sleep, I'm engrossed in a suicidal daze, This ain't meant to last, This is just a daily faze, My thoughts are distorted with lies and truth, I'm falling from heavan into memories of my youth, What is a lonhearted soldier like me to do? When it's time for you to die, I'll coldly look into your eyes, Pull the trigger with no mercy, I'll in hell as from heavan you cry.