Ive been dating a girl for 2.5 years, and i took her virginity. Recently, we broke up due to things i was doing, unrelated issues, and we were broke up for about 2 months. During these 2 months, we both had sex with different people. Before we ended up gettinh back together, we both confessed what weve done, but she made a huge emphesis about the size of this guys wang. Bragged about it to my face and said that "i (me) was still the best shes had but only because i know what she likes" (hair pulling, positions etc. Now, im adverage sized. little over 6" and about as round as a paper towel tube. she made it sound like this guys like 8+ and thicker. She kept saying hiw he would hurt her, etc etc but she got super into their sex life. Bought lingerie, massage oils etc... She claims they did it less than 10 times, but kept a huge smile on her face whenever shed talk about it. Since then, shes shown very little effort or interest whstsoever in our sex life. Weve been back together for almost a month, and did it maybe 7 times since, but she always denies me.. Constantly. Never tries for it herself. Ive tried discussing this with her but she gets upset and tells me that im being insecure, and i please her. When we fuck, in some positions, early on she tells me "dont go so deep" but when shes warmed up she takes the whole thing... Sometimes i feel like im just not enough anymore, and i think about it constantly. Has anybody been in this situation before? What should i do? Is it worth beating myself up over constantly? I love this girl to death but she really makes me feel inadequate now. Advise..... Please!!!